God Gives His Toughest Battles To His Strongest Soldiers And That's Why Ao3 Writers Go Through Hell

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3 months ago

Oooooooh y’all are gonna hate what I'm about to write *witch laughter* (or not, who knows)


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1 month ago
WHAT DO YOU MEAN SUIGETSU X JUUGO IS A RAREPAIR!? There Are Literally Only 14 Works For Them On Ao3 And

WHAT DO YOU MEAN SUIGETSU X JUUGO IS A RAREPAIR!? There are literally only 14 works for them on Ao3 and most of them are either super short, Smut or involve Karin romantically I AM SO UPSET RIGHT NOW

WHAT DO YOU MEAN SUIGETSU X JUUGO IS A RAREPAIR!? There Are Literally Only 14 Works For Them On Ao3 And

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6 months ago

The World's Favorite Star (A Bokuaka fanfic)

Chapter 1: "Take Me Out To Dinner First" Bokuto's POV

Notes:

Blessed second day of Samhain to all who celebrate (pronounced Sohwin)

I'm so proud to finally post my second fic please don t hesitate to leave kudos and a comment or more and tell me what you think of it <3

My Name is Bokuto Koutaro,

I'm a Volleyball player in my school's club and I'm currently at [Unknown name] Middle School

Our club Manager is this insanely cute boy, Akaashi Keiji, he's one year younger than me, he knows so much about Volleyball and he would've probably been a good player then too if he tried.

One time, he even told me he'd want to play alongside me in high school.

He is probably the smartest person I know, he always knows what to do whenever I'm feeling down. Today is Valentine's day and I bought the biggest bouquet of flowers for him, that shot was expensive but definitely worth it.

Akashi was known for having rejected dozens of girls and guys last Valentine's day and he tried to make it the least awkward as possible, telling girls he's not into women and telling guys he already has a crush on someone else. Every guy that was into him wanted to be that "someone else", so what made me different from the others? I was just another desperate Pansexual that fell head over heals for the most beautiful boy that ever existed. But I was his star, that's what he called me, and I'm convinced that MUST mean something. No homie calls another homie his "star" in a no homo way, no amount of saying no homo would be able to cancel the homo out of that sentence that I fear has worked on me one too many times.

I approached his classroom's open door around lunchtime, he was the only one there. But how should I do it? I had a big ass bouquet behind my back and it would be OBVIOUS what I wanted to say. And then lightning struck, I approached his desk with the flowers behind my back, put my best acting mask on and spoke up, "AKAASHI!", just saying his name gave me butterflies, "not to sound rude but you're into guys right?", my legs were shaking. I think I'm a terrible actor. He looked up at me with those beautiful blue eyes,

"Hello, Bokuto-san", if you think you're polite than you haven't met Akashi, he's the most polite person I have ever met. "I am actually, why?" I couldn't back out anymore, "So like, if I ever wanted to ask a guy out, how would I do it?" Akashi was frozen for a moment, his blue eyes looked at me and I was about to freak. The fuck. Out.

"I guess it depends on who you plan to ask out, but", he paused. "You should honestly just go for it. The worst that can happen is getting rejected", he added.

"Just go for it. Stop standing there like an idiot!" I thought to myself. I had the flowers, I had Akaashi alone. It was now or never!

I revealed the bouquet from behind my back, which was definitely visible even from behind, and out of panic I shoved the flowers in his face.

"D-Do you want to marry me?"

I had never been more embarrassed in my entire life. How did I mix up "go out with me" and

"marry me"?

Akashi started laughing, of course he did. Why would he want to go out with me? ESPECIALLY after this.

He pulled something out of his backpack and pointed it towards me, "How about a date first?" I lowered to bouquet so that I could see him, he was pointing a rose towards me. No, he was giving me a rose.

"You really wanna go out with me?", I was shocked

"I was going to ask you out today anyway, you just made it easier for me", I swear his eyes turned into literal hearts, or maybe it was my eyes that did that. "I'm not saying I don't want to marry you, just take me out to dinner first", he said nonchalantly. All I know is that he took my bouquet, I took his rose and he kissed my cheek, barely a millimeter away from my lips and that I had a date with the cutest boy in the world.

I was on cloud 9 the whole day, at practice I kept sneaking glances at Akashi and got a balli thrown at my face because of it. We decided to meet at the Valentine's Day Festival that night, Tokyo really went all out no matter the festivity, the whole thing was Love themed and there were couples everywhere. I put on my best clothes but you couldn't really tell with the jacket. Akaashi lived next to his parents' library, his parents are like, the coolest ever but that's not what we're focusing on here. He came out with a cream jacket and he had one of the roses I gave him earlier behind his hear, it had some kind of gold colored wire around the stem and his ear so it wouldn't fall out. "Good Evening, Bokuto-san", he said with a huge smile on his face, his voice was happy but shaky. "Uh-Uh...Hi! Um- so- well-", he grabbed the left side of my face and interrupted me, "Don't stress it, Bokuto-san. Take your time", he reassured me.

"You look beautiful tonight, Akaashi", I said completely flustered and looking away. His face was also pretty red.

"And you look so much like my dream husband.", he teased me again

"Oh my god! I got my words mixed up once! Will you ever let me live that down?", I asked hiding my face in my hands

"Not until you marry me", he said completely serious and smiling at me.

"Can I hold your hand?", he asked me, extended his hand and looked away.

I grabbed said hand and squeezed, "You don't even have to ask."

The Festival wasn't that far away so we decided to walk there, we were so nervous we looked like robots holding hands as we walked there.

First we got something to eat on the go, I got a Yakisoba Pan while he got a simple Melonpan.

• There were a few street performers dancing which we stopped to admire, Akashi pulled out a little notebook from his jacket pocket,

"Whatcha doin?", I asked

"Just sketching the dancer", he responded

"Looks pretty accurate", I pointed out

"Thanks! It's just a hobby but I would love to work in the art field some day", he said

"You totally should, you're really good", I said He blushed, "You're just saying that to be nice"

"No, I mean it! You have some actual talent you know?", his face got even redder but he had this adorable, dorky smile on his face, "Thank you"

On our way to the ferris wheel I won him a huge panda plush at one of those shoot the can games, which took several tries. When we got on we were both visibly nervous, this was a small cramped space we had to share, what if I said something weird and he'd get totally grossed out and we had to sit threw the awkwardness for the whole ride?

As the ride started Akashi squeezed my hand a little and lightly put his head on my shoulder and with that simple act all my anxiety faded away.

Have you ever felt so comfortable with someone where you'd wish you could be with them all the time and a moment alone with them felt like nobody else was on the planet except for you two at this exact moment? That's how life felt in that moment. And those few minutes of silence felt to me like a thousand words had just been spoken. I was actually kind of sad the moment ended when we had to get off the ferris wheel.

"You're still sleeping over right? I don't want you to walk alone this late at night", he said although it was just 10

"Yeah I'm not a fan of the dark really and I have all my stuff at your place already anyway.", after I said that I could almost see the gears turning in Akaashi's brain,

"Wanna go to the love tunnel?"

Notes:

Some things that weren't detailed here will probably be more detailed in Akashi's Pov.

So yeah you're going to have to wait for Chapter 3 for the love tunnel and sleepover.

I gotta give you a reason to come back now don't I?

Hope you liked this Chapter, Lots of Love,

Sasha <3


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1 month ago
Friends Don’t Act Like That

Friends don’t act like that

Tags: Angst, Short One Shot, POV Uchiha Sasuke, Bittersweet, Bittersweet Ending, disbeliet, Cheating

Length: 494 words

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Hyuuga Hinata/Uzumaki Naruto, Gaara/Uzumaki Naruto, Haruno Sakura/Uchiha Sasuke, Uchiha Sarada/Uzumaki Boruto, Mitsuki/Uzumaki Boruto

Characters: Uchiha Sasuke,

Uzumaki Naruto, Gaara (Naruto), Hyuuga Hinata, Haruno Sakura, Uchiha Sarada, Mitsuki (Boruto), Uzumaki Boruto

Summary: Sasuke is attending Naruto and Hinata's wedding, thinking about all the times he thought he'd stand there in front of Naruto instead of her.

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A short one-shot I wrote because I saw a TikTok comment similar to the title

Start notes:

Hey so I've never written angst and honestly I just wrote this out of boredom, Demon Slayer fic coming soon stay tuned!

EDIT: I did add a few sentences cause I felt like it made the fic better

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(For a better reading experience, reader is recommended to listen to “Washing machine heart” by Mitski on loop)

As Hinata walks down the isle, all I can think about is, "How?" and, "Why?"

Call me stupid but I always thought I would be in her place. In a white tux, walking to the man that kept me awake ever since he kissed me one day when I was 13.

That wasn't our last kiss, it was the first of many actually.

Every single time he motivated me

Every single time he insulted me to try to prove he was better than me

Every time he haunted my dreams, after I ran away

Every time he didn't give up on me and looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes of his trying to take me home

Every time he kissed me after we were finally on the same side again

Every time we sl*pt together and told me I was, "the only one who could ever make him feel this way"

That was Bullshit wasn't it? Friends don't act like that, so they? Friends don't look at each other like they're the only person left in the world! Friends don't sl*ep with you and make you feel like the happiest person to ever exist in that moment!

Friends don't throw you away like trash on the street...do they?

And as I watch those two kiss I can feel that stupid redhead grinning cause we both lost, but at least I didn't get him. Gaara was always my love rival, I never expected Hinata to come out as the winner. He won too! He fucking won and he didn’t even get the guy!

As those two kiss I can feel that Naruto feels absolutely nothing. That could be the sound of my dreams of us getting married and adopt three kids shattering tho.

The only thing I can do now is give the Uchiha clan a new memeber.

Years later, as I look at Sarada in Sakura's arms for the first time in the hospital all I can do is wish that she would never experience the same kind of heartbreak I did.

That wish ,sadly, didn't come to true. As I watch Mitsuki walk towards Boruto on that same stupid isle, I glance over at Sarada going through the same pain I did. I then look at Naruto, smiling holding his wife's hand, the same hand that never stopped expl*ring my bo*dy in his office all this years, without an ounce of shame.

How can he even bare to look at Hinata after all the times he cheated on her with me? Am I not supposed to feel bad for Sakura while we do it? Have I just become some toy to him?

And as Mitsuki and Boruto share a kiss on the altar, the same thought crosses both my and my daughter's minds,

“Fuck the Uzumakis!”, for the tears they made us cry are shed by ourselves in silence, in the darkness of the night without anyone to console us.

End Notes:

I HATED slandering my boy Naruto

AND having to add straight angst at the end but it was worth it cause I love the end result.

If you want updates on my upcoming demon slayer fic you can follow me on my social here:

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Thank you so much for reading!

Xoxo, Sasha <3

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https://archiveofourown.org/works/64101583

Friends Don’t Act Like That

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4 months ago

It seems Tumblr thinks I only like Kenhina for some reason? Hello Tumblr algorithm, I am a multi shipper, my top 5 ships are Kagehina/Shobio, Bokuaka, Kuroken, Sakuatsu, Takeukai


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1 month ago
My Next Fic Is About Halfway Done And I Need Help Deciding Whether To Split It In Two Chapters And Release

My next fic is about halfway done and I need help deciding whether to split it in two Chapters and release the first half or keep it a Oneshot

Here is the cover (formerly named “Love You To The Moon, And To Saturn”

My Next Fic Is About Halfway Done And I Need Help Deciding Whether To Split It In Two Chapters And Release
My Next Fic Is About Halfway Done And I Need Help Deciding Whether To Split It In Two Chapters And Release

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6 months ago
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22/10/24

oh, you practice? what? kissing boys?

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