Creepy Hanako~~

do u think he likes to be called babygirl?

dick and tim have been excommunicated from the church, no i will not elaborate.

REGRET

I'm so edgy 😩😩😩

WARNING: MORE MANGA SPOILERS!!!

So, I hope you read through this because I put a lot of time and effort into analysing Gojo’s character and deciding whether I deemed him a Narcissist or a Sociopath. And I’ve come to the conclusion that he is a Disempathetic High Functioning Sociopath.

A high functioning Sociopath can often be mistaken for a psychopath because of their ability to hide their violent tendencies and mimic others emotions, mostly in the form of manipulation or exploitation. However it’s important to note, in comparison, psychopaths are organised, calculating, clever and they are never irresponsible compared to their Sociopath counter part.

I’d also like to add that sociopaths get very easily bored and sometimes have a form of ADD.

It’s also important to note that every Sociopath will show some form of each of these symptoms, but the scales of how drastic their symptoms are will vary from person to person.

Sociopaths are less inclined to break the law if they are threatened with severe punishment.

Also, not all Sociopaths can form emotional attachments, I’d just like you all to keep that in mind.

Also, Psychopaths and Sociopaths are both types of Antisocial Personality Disorders, and they will share a lot of characteristics in common with each other except for a few defining differences.

I would also like to state that; yes Gojo is capable of forming an emotional attachment albeit it’s very difficult. He is less inclined to cheat if he has an emotional attachment to you. Though it’s nearly impossible to create an intimate relationship with a sociopath, but it’s possible nonetheless. Also, for you to have a healthy relationship he needs; mental health medication (depending on the psychiatrist), psychotherapy, cognitive therapy, behavioural therapy and I’d also recommend couples counseling to prevent any toxic behaviour.

I also don’t think he’s a Narcissist because;

a) Narcissists care very much about themselves and will never do anything that could possibly put them in harms way

b) They are usually never intentionally manipulative or exploitative of others

c) They do have some semblance of empathy

I also think that Sukuna is the Hostile Sociopath but I might leave that for a different post.

Anyway, that’s all for now.

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Okay I've been meaning to make a post about this for a while but after all the shit that happened yesterday I decided to just write this down.

This is directed at some minors (namely the 13-14 y/os new on here) because it seems like they don't understand the severity of their own actions.

18+ blogs are mdni for a reason

It's normal for teens to be curious about nsfw stuff obviously, we're not tone deaf, everyone knows that teens watch porn and other stuff like that. HOWEVER, there is a difference between just a watching something (which is a one sided relationship between the viewer and the content) and actively interacting with someone explicitly.

I've been in fandoms since I was very young (11 years old) and I've read things I definitely shouldn't have. There's a culture on wattpad that encourages minors to read and write smut, and even worse, dc, I am very aware of that because I was there at one point in time.

And then minors who grew up in that shitty environment shift from wattpad to tumblr, which is much more interactive, don't know any better interact with and sometimes run 18+ blogs (??)

When I tell you stop being sexually explicit online when you're still a minor, it's not because I'm shaming you, it's not because I'm a prude thinking minors are little angels that never have lustful thoughts, it's because I want to protect you. Trust me, you're 100% going to regret your behavior in the near future (not even a few months).

For any minors running/interacting with 18+ character anon accounts. Please, start over from scratch, no more 18+ stuff for the love of God. The shit I saw yesterday was unbelievably disturbing, don't even put yourself in a position where that could happen to you.

Understand that no, you're not fully grown yet, and no, you're not capable of making good decisions right now. Because believe it or not, you're still a kid, a child. Anyone can easily take advantage of that (and unfortunately we've seen this happen already so don't even try to deny it), please just don't interact with or post 18+ content.

AND TO BE PERFECTLY CLEAR, I'm not blaming any minors for the stuff that has gone down. We're kids, we're impressionable. This is more like me giving advice based on my own experience and what I've seen countless times.

It's for your own safety.

Brief overview of what it means to be Me/Na

I feel bad for clogging up people’s dashboards with this type of discourse every couple of days (even if I know it’s not my doing) instead of posting content, which is what people followed me for (honestly kinda discouraging when this is most of what I see when I log on here). Plus I’m honestly getting tired of addressing this over and over again. So here you go, one last post to put this all to rest, hopefully you’ll learn something new from this. I won’t be responding to any anons like this after this post. 

Here’s a couple of things anons have said about me where I just chose to block them and then move on with my day:

(got this masterpiece a while ago over a ship of all things, Arabic is a language not an ethnicity sweetheart)

(not really much to say here, I’ll give them the benefit of the doubt and assume they didn’t know my nationality. Still disgusting)

I even got one that I refuse to share on here out of respect for myself and other POC (involved a racial slur pertaining to another race, honestly hats off to you for being creatively the worst human being imaginable). One moment I’m called racial slurs, the next I’m not even acknowledged for my ethnicity. So which is it? Tell me anons, am I a goat fucker or a white cracker, hm? 

Actually I’ll answer that one for you, since you seem to be lacking some cogs up in your noggin.

I doubt many people have heard of the term Mena. Hell, I myself was introduced to it not too long ago, and I’m Mena. That tells you a lot already about the erasure of my culture in western societies.

Mena simply stands for Middle eastern and North African, which most people generalize as “Arabs” which isn’t entirely accurate considering the fact that Iran is a middle eastern country but not an Arab state.

As you can see, there are a lot of countries that fall under the umbrella term Mena. The amazing geographical advantage this area held led to colonization. Colonization dates centuries back in time, speaking for my homeland Egypt, we’ve been subject to colonization dating back to Ancient Egypt. First came the Greeks, then the Romans, then with the introduction of Islamic rule came an era of medieval dynasties originally from Saudi Arabia ending with the rise of the Mamluk sultanate which was composed of several tribes and groups of nomadic Turks. Then came the ottoman empire which reigned for over 5 centuries, with some interference from the French around the 1790′s which lasted about two decades, until modern-era Egypt which was under British imperialism. It’s important to note that pre-modern era, the main ethnic group in north Africa were called the Berbers (there are other names used to refer to them), who had pale skin despite their black ancestors, yet still had distinctly different features compared to western and north European Caucasians. 

This is all speaking about one fucking country, and I didn’t even go into detail to save time. Do you people not realize the ethnic diversity in the middle east and north Africa? 

Generally speaking we’ve had European influences (British and French colonization), Euro-Hispanic influences (Portugal and Spain colonization), a large number of countries have typically Persian features (mostly in the Persian gulf and Iran). I haven’t even scratched the surface here.

With all this ethnic diversity you can now clearly see the need for an umbrella term to house the variety of ethnic groups and sub-groups here. Mena is no way, shape or form a good indicative of the ethnic background of each specific area but it’s a fucking start. 

When people from North Africa, the middle east or southwest Asia migrate, they have to legally write down that they’re white or some other race because there’s no option for us. I mean shit, I got called white twice on here, even though the third thing on my about me page is literally my nationality. It’s erasure.

I can’t even begin to describe how empty I feel regarding all of this; getting degraded because of my race when it’s convenient and getting my whole ethnic identity disregarded when it’s convenient. 

I know as someone with a pale skin tone, I have it way easier than other Mena who have darker skin colors, I wont sit here and try to pretend that colorism doesn’t exist. Because it does, and it’s disgusting. But at least have the common decency to address me correctly, I can’t count the amount of times I’ve mentioned my ethnicity/nationality and waited with baited breath for some sort of insult. 

Before you make baseless assumptions about me, please at the very least take two seconds out of your day to check the link in my description. It’s there for a reason. 

important rant

hi, sorry this isn’t a regular post, i know i’ve been inactive for a while but i needed to get this off my chest.

in June, I took a break from writing because I lost two close relatives who are very near and dear to my heart, in the same week. One of whom passed away due to covid-19. And you know what the worst part is? We can’t even definitively prove that it was corona because he never got diagnosed in the first fucking place. We only know that he had trouble breathing, severe coughing and had a high fever running for 10 days before he passed away, which means if it really was corona (it most definitely was) he had it long enough to show the damn symptoms for it, i can’t even bring myself to accept what the implications of that means. Regardless, my entire extended family and my brother who lives there are at risk. See, in my homeland, Egypt, there is literally, and I mean literally no healthcare. the hospitals aren’t even open, they don’t accept any patients, medical workers are dying. If you get corona there, you have to wait it out, test your luck, see if you’ll survive. there are no beds available. at the height of it all, people were begging on social media for relief, a hospital bed, something, anything. outspoken doctors were being silenced, if you didn’t already know, there is a huge censorship problem in Egypt (and the wider Arab world, but its especially overbearing in Egypt). Journalists were being jailed, accused of spreading “false information” and being part of the “Islamic Brotherhood” (a group of radicalists who were deemed a terrorist group by the gov) just for trying to report on this fucking havoc. I literally feel scared just writing this, and i dont even live there, but for those ignorant to the political climate there: it’s military dictatorship disguised as democracy. you can read more about this here.

as of writing this, there are 92,482 confirmed cases, 4,652  deaths in Egypt. These are the ones that were recorded. there are most definitely more cases out there, more deaths that never even got the chance to be diagnosed. Like what happened to my relative, may his soul rest in peace.

i wasn’t planning on speaking about this, but the more i read about employees and doctors getting harassed, about all these people having fun, roaming about and putting everyone around them at risk, the more i just cant take it anymore. Granted most of these cases that i’ve read about (if not, all) are in the US, but it still pisses me off all the same. As someone who has been directly affected by covid, and lives in constant fear of losing a loved one by its hands, everyone who’s out clubbing, out traveling and not quarantining, out without a mask, or just straight up protesting against wearing masks just get under every nerve in my being. They don’t understand the severity of the situation, don’t get how they’re literally putting everyone around them in danger, and maybe it’s because they don’t realize how fucking privileged they are, to have medical assistance at their beck and call. and even then, medical assistance doesn’t mean jack shit if you’re hanging around people who are susceptible/weak against this virus. 

my other brother just graduated high school, he’s going to Egypt for college. And my dad is going with him to sort out a bunch of stuff there too, I cant begin to describe how fucking terrified i am for them, especially my dad. i’ve gone through three losses the first half of this year, every time i think things are finally looking up, somebody I love is just gone. I’m afraid to think optimistically at this point, and to see all these people completely disregard the pandemic going on right now fills me with rage. I sure as hell don’t want to be stuck at home, sure as shit didn’t want to cancel the trip back to my homeland, my family, my relatives that I haven’t seen in 3 fucking years, that I wont see for 4 years or more. But its for my and their safety.

to anyone following me who’s not following safety procedures, who is intentionally putting everyone around them at risk because “yOu liVe iN a fReE cOunTrY” and i mean this with the utmost respect: Fuck you, unfollow me right now, please. 

to anyone who knows people like this please take the time to properly educate them, even if you know its fruitless, just try, you could be saving lives by doing that.

i’ll leave some links below:

Donate to COVID-19 Solidarity Response Fund

CDC: Protect Yourself from COVID-19

CDC: Caring for someone at Home

Directory of Local (US) Health Departments

WHO Q&As on COVID-19

Thanks for reading, sorry again for being inactive, a lot of stuff is happening in my personal life, i’ll be back to writing very soon.

Stay safe, keep everyone around you safe <3

"I hope that Hector kills you"

"Do you think I do not hope the same?"

behold, the woman that roasts people (tomioka) to charcoal with the most pleasant facial expression ever! 

not really satisfied with the background

constructive criticism is much appreciated! <3333