Happy New Pear Or Whatever

girlypop gangle

oh boy if you like s33k the highb100d (so do i!!!) you should def read the crow strider au by @meraki-sunset if you haven’t already, it focuses on davesprite for the most part but there’s some brilliant nepeta content :)

I haven't made a homestuck post in a bit so I just wanna talk about how much Nepeta as a character makes me a bit sad. All Rouges in Homestuck have problems with romance related to their aspect, with Roxy, as a Rouge of Void, fighting to feel relevant and seen through attempting to be seen as a "fun-loving, hot girl". As well as Rufioh, as a Rouge of Breath, struggling to stay bound in a romantic relationship, cheating on Damara with Horrus and wanting to leave Horrus by the time we're introduced to him. Heart players also struggle with Romance. This is shown with Meulin (who I have made a post about because I love Olive Bloods), who has had a failed relationship with Kurloz and a toxic moirailigence with Horuss. And Dirk, who fails to realize that he only loves his own idea of Jake until going into trickster mode. Nepeta as a Rouge of Heart is a heartbreaking mishmash of both of these traits. Not many people know, but Nepeta uses her shipping wall as a coping mechanism for her feelings of loneliness. Her unreciprocated flushed feelings for Karkat don't help her in the slightest. Although a lot of the ships she has come true, due to the fact that she's a Rouge, she can only give the romantic relationships she craves to others, guiding others to a treasure she cannot possess. Despite this, she's a very upbeat and pawsitive character (pun intended). She holds no negative feelings towards Terezi despite Karkat having a crush on her, in fact, she doesn't hold any negative feelings towards any of the Beta Trolls, including Eridan, who she actually feels sad for after discovering he died. Speaking of Eridan, I would like to point out that both Eridan and Nepeta have a LOT of things in common and unique interactions that not many people talk about. Firstly, both Nepeta and Eridan are the only two Beta Trolls who never got kissed. Along with this, while Eridan's arc revolved around switching sides and wanting to join Jack Noir, resulting in his death, Nepeta's arc revolves around her undying loyalty to her friends, which also results in her death. Also, Eridan is canonically the ONLY troll in Homestuck to have any romantic feelings for Nepeta. Along with this, Nepeta is the only character besides Feferi that Eridan asks to be matesprits with. Small tangent aside, Nepeta's lack of aggression towards the beta trolls is due to the fact that she has the only healthy moirailigence in the entirety of Homestuck. Although she often gets upset at Equius' behavior, she overall enjoys his presence and have a mutually beneficial relationship, with Nepeta calming down Equius' constant inner anger and strength complex and Equius letting Nepeta vent her frustrations to him about her deep feelings of loneliness. Her loyalty to her friends and complex inner turmoil as a Rouge of Heart leads her to have a deep wish to experience a love that will never flee from her. She ends up feeling as though she needs to be loved in order to be whole as a person and although the feelings towards Equius are strictly platonic, it's that loyalty and understanding that leads her to want to save him from Gamzee during Murderstuck.

In the end, Nepeta as a Rouge of Heart is a girl with a simple wish. To find love in order to not feel lonely and even though she doesn't succeed, she still fights to protect those she holds closely and while I believe her arc should've been written WAY BETTER AND KILLING HER OFF WAS SUCH BULLSHIT AND HUSSIE DIDN'T EVEN BRING HER BACK WHEN JOHN GOT THE ABILITY TO DO THAT AND IT MADE ME SO ANGRY!!! She's still one of the most enjoyable characters in all of Homestuck and my personal favorite Beta Troll. *Cough cough* anyway read S33K THE HIGHB100D by @pastabaguette it's beautiful. *Cough cough*

WAIT NO ONE TOLD ME IT WAS TRANS DAY OF VISIBILITY YESTERDAY GOD DAMN.

happy yesterday ig

have you heard of the crow strider au?

it’s literally the best thing I’ve read in my life, and it’s actually finished with an epilogue in the making

long story short it’s about davesprite becoming a better person and stuff which leads to EVERYONE having character development especially jade cuz she really needs help

it’s not Dave but regarding the characters and relationships it’s the best bargain I seriously recommend

(you can read it on @meraki-sunset ‘s channel and mspfa)

do you ever think about how jade harley grew up alone and without real human contact after her grandpa died when she was like four? and at 13 years old, on johns birthday when everyone played the game, she finally met someone in waking person the first time in nearly a decade—dave—for like only a few hours probably, and then went back to being alone for 3 years??

and then to make matters worse she inadvertently caused his death during that little window of time she had with another living person?

so yeah of course she’d be hysterical bro this is like the first irl person she interacts with in like almost a decade and just hours later she accidentally fucking shoots him dead from redirected bullets

and dave knew it was gonna happen but couldnt tell her or it would create a doomed timeline because this was supposed to happen, and dave obviously knew that if jade knew her bullets would kill dave she wouldnt go through with it. and dave later reveals he was thinking more about how it wouldve made jade feel to watch him die than knowing he was about to fucking die at the time

in the pre-retcon, wasn’t daveprite’s whole reason for breaking up with jade about feeling like she deserved better than being forced by the narrative to be with discount bargain bin bird dave instead of alpha timeline dave, the first person she ever had contact with in a decade?

i wish dave and jade could have had a reunion arc (mini version) because dave was such an important person to her, and probably to him as well, not only as one of her closest internet friends but also the first living person she had in-person contact with in about a decade. instead we got the briefest of exchanges before the final battle, after pulling them apart again through plot shit. that’s just so sad

so I thought I was gonna post all my doodles at once but changed my mind ig

here have a PALM KNEE to cease your suffering

I also got a ton of old homestuck/hiveswap stuff in the back

lil scratches bc idk I was bored man plus I have a 413 hangover

of course dirk is the only one here who looks like absolute shit

what is that hair bro. i understand your hot but at what cost

BRO WHAT? LADY DEVOID IS IN THE TUMBLR SEXYWOMAN CONTEST

GUYS GUYS CMON GUYS CMON WE NEED DEVOID IN THIS PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE

LIKE LOOK AT HER SHES SO DAMN SEXY THOSE HIPS AINT LYING FOR NOTHIN

THERES 19 HOURS LEFT AND SHES LOSING CMON YALL

no hate to starfire tho we all know she’s bae (I only know the teen titans go brainrot so I don’t have a real opinion of her)

@eeveestarstudios-blog YESSS SOMEONE GETS ME WITH THE BBU AND ENA

I have a million hear me outs but WEIRD? ughhh let’s rack my brain here (checks my extensive list of fandoms)

….. I CAN EXPLAIN- (i cant)

@helluvabossfan08 @anyone

Hear Me Out Tag Game!

Basically just reblog with an image of a character you feel weirdly attracted to!

Idk what it is about him but he’s hot to me for some reason lol

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YAYYYYY CHAINS

Play My Way by Jakeneutron

(blood + slight gore/organ CW)

if u like nerdcore and u don’t know who jakeneutron is what are you DOING LOOK THEM UP RN 👹☺️☺️☺️

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picrew and last song you listened to <3

Picrew

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STOPPP I KEEP FINDING RANDOM GOOFY AHH DOODLES IN MY BASEMENT

WHERE ARE THEY COMING FROM