Chaosrmw - Call Me Chaos,

Taken at school, on my way home , and on the road to Bakersfield for a field trip

From 2021, I have not drawn in so long 💀

A deep longing from deep within

Always there but never let in

Lurking just beneath from where it began

No way to ever win

Over come with grief and pain

Learn to never let it win

Longing for something that you can never win

A pain so deep, it fills you with sin

Life(L)

My normal everyday day life

Boring as it is

Prepare some coffee, toast and eggs

Read for an hour

Listen to music

Think of scenarios

Of what could have been

Prepare his lunch

Sit and write

Today I'm thinking

Maybe a fish will bite

My dreams so big

But my hope so small

My everyday life, this is part of it all

Do my chores, read a bit more

Do I want to write? I'm not sure

Today I wonder what could have been

But tomorrow is where it all begins

#poems #life

I grew up watching transformers, and a couple years ago my mind went, if they were human, how would they look,

Bumblebee

Height 5'4

Hair color: blond

Eyes : blue

Slightly chubby cheeks but not a kid, 17 yr old? He would wear either a yellow cardigan, or yellow overalls, fluffy hair with a slight curl

Optimus Prime

Height : Tall man(6'2)

Hair color: Red

with a nice shaved beard

Buff(those people that chop wood in the forest)

Eye color: Stinking blue eyes(slight hint of grey) early twenties

Would wear a red plaid shirt and blue jeans lol or a red and blue jacket with navy blue jeans

Arcee

Height: 6' (she gives off y'all women vibes)

Hair color: black(dyed a dark purple)

Eye color: light blue/grey

Would wear leathers

Purple or black jacket with black jeans

Black t-shirt/tang top(?) And some cargo pants

Probably goth but without the face peircings (maybe some simple lip rings?)

Bulk head

Height : 5'11

Hair color: dark brown(buzzed or mohawk)

Eye color: dark brown(almost black?)

Wear a green jacket and cargo pants(you can't say no) or green tank top and loose shorts

Very, very buff, like buffer than prime

peace

peace is a wonderful thing

something so simple

yet so complicated

its the gentle winds blowing against your hair

the bright sun warming your face

its spending time with people you love and care for

but sometimes its a little more dark

a little more violent

its the feeling of getting reveng

of being the first to do it and taking others down

its fighting back against the bully

its the knife in that guys back

the one who tormented you to no end

but sometimes peace is also the quiet

or the load bickering, and laughter

peace is so complicated

but its something we all want

with its flaws and all

Home

Home, whether that's a place, person or thing

I hope you have a safe place

You can run to when things become to much

That you find comfort with whatever it is

Family isn't always home

Home is your safe place

Where you can be you

Where you are loved unconditionally

A place why you can run to,at, or with

The warmth it may provide

Home does not have to be a place,

It can be a person you trust and love or

Something you hold dearly

Let you safe place comfort you,

To be loved unconditionally

Betrayal

Through the good and the bad

You were by my side

My secret keeper, my friend

I never once stopped listening to you

I loved and cared for you

Brought you coffee and chocolate

Never did I think you would use me like this

You stabbed a knife in my back

My heart, and my soul

You took a piece of me I can never get back

You told every secret I told you

You stabbed and laughed behind my back

Now I know, we were never that

You used me and abused me

When I no longer served you of any use

You left me,threw me away

But not before you said it to my face

Now I know you true colors

You betrayed me, Now I trust no one

When you come back begging for help

Forgiveness or acceptance

You will find the remains

Of what I used to be, what we use to be

#poem #betrayal

Love Letter (LL)

Since the first day I saw you

I knew, I wanted you

Your beauty and subtility

Your kind smile so bright

Your face glows, your amazing

Today we talked, three months ago

I asked for your name

Today after school

Will you meet me beneath the willow tree

Hopefully I will tell

I love you

Will you be my one true love

A star in my dark night

#Poems #loveletter