A Deep Longing From Deep Within

peace

peace is a wonderful thing

something so simple

yet so complicated

its the gentle winds blowing against your hair

the bright sun warming your face

its spending time with people you love and care for

but sometimes its a little more dark

a little more violent

its the feeling of getting reveng

of being the first to do it and taking others down

its fighting back against the bully

its the knife in that guys back

the one who tormented you to no end

but sometimes peace is also the quiet

or the load bickering, and laughter

peace is so complicated

but its something we all want

with its flaws and all

Love Letter (LL)

Since the first day I saw you

I knew, I wanted you

Your beauty and subtility

Your kind smile so bright

Your face glows, your amazing

Today we talked, three months ago

I asked for your name

Today after school

Will you meet me beneath the willow tree

Hopefully I will tell

I love you

Will you be my one true love

A star in my dark night

#Poems #loveletter

From 2021, I have not drawn in so long 💀

At only 19, he was forced to join the war, to protect those he loved

A fight for control

Blood guts and shells

To young to have witness but there was no choice

A call for more soldiers

A fight to protect

His people , his rights, and future generations

For both the people he loved and hated

Fighting till the end

Secrets not told to just anyone

Enemies hiding in the shadows, signaling

Asking for mercy, for it to end

Scared for their safety

Begging for help, to escape

In the shadows we gain more help

One day the war will end

People will cry, mourn, and thank their people

Outsiders at one point now family to many

These wars killed many, so thank you for your service, those who survived to tell their tales and to those who died on the field as well

So I asked some friends to choose between LL, W, L,B,

W stood for war, LL, stood for love letter, l stood for life, and b stood for betrayal, I've written w and be so far, so I'm sharing w, I might share b

War

This missiles fly overhead

Our labored breathing

The blood pumping

The screams, the cry's

I hear it all

My body aches

My gun lays beside me

My comrades lay farther behind

I hold in my tears

I'm either dying here in battle

Or at home with my family

Darting off, I run

I throw grenades

I'm shouting and shooting everyone in opposite uniforms

The pain in my leg worsens

I'm shot in the arm

I duck behind a boulder

Reload,Listen,Attack, Hide, Repeat

Hours, days, weeks, months...years

Finally after who knows how long

A white flag

Raised high in the air

Our freedom? No, their freedom

They approach, hundreds, thousands of soldiers

We won

We can go home

Is it raining? No I'm crying

It's over

I am surrounded in a crowd of people I claim to know, yet I feel so alone

I smile, and nod, and like I care, when really it's been sometime since I really dared

I speak but I don't feel heard

My words come out, but no one listens, deciding to speak to others, even though I've already began

Do I really know these people? Do they really know me?

I feel more at peace away from them, reading and listening to the songs I've come to love

They make me feel corned, trapped when confronted

Yes, we are friends

I will listen

I will hold you

But why is it that you yourself cannot provide me with the simplest thing

Your attention

It's a trashy picture, but look!!! The moon!!!

I grew up watching transformers, and a couple years ago my mind went, if they were human, how would they look,

Bumblebee

Height 5'4

Hair color: blond

Eyes : blue

Slightly chubby cheeks but not a kid, 17 yr old? He would wear either a yellow cardigan, or yellow overalls, fluffy hair with a slight curl

Optimus Prime

Height : Tall man(6'2)

Hair color: Red

with a nice shaved beard

Buff(those people that chop wood in the forest)

Eye color: Stinking blue eyes(slight hint of grey) early twenties

Would wear a red plaid shirt and blue jeans lol or a red and blue jacket with navy blue jeans

Arcee

Height: 6' (she gives off y'all women vibes)

Hair color: black(dyed a dark purple)

Eye color: light blue/grey

Would wear leathers

Purple or black jacket with black jeans

Black t-shirt/tang top(?) And some cargo pants

Probably goth but without the face peircings (maybe some simple lip rings?)

Bulk head

Height : 5'11

Hair color: dark brown(buzzed or mohawk)

Eye color: dark brown(almost black?)

Wear a green jacket and cargo pants(you can't say no) or green tank top and loose shorts

Very, very buff, like buffer than prime