Day Nine
day nine
yes, i always got small comments about my weight from friends and family plus im asian and the weight standards are very harsh. ive never been overweight, but not eating gives me control and im so sick of being average in everything
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im over my calorie intake AGAIN today, atp im never going to be skinny. i want to be unrecognizable by the time school starts again so people will comment on my weight. on the bright side, i feel so full with less food, so hopefully my stomach has shrunk
can i have more diets? where i can search them???
i found most of mine on tumblr, if you search dietspo or ana diets, youll find some 💕 i dont have anymore saved, but u should be able to find some!
day two, im 5"1 and i do actually like my height. im smaller than all my friends and the boy i like says he loves how short i am compared to him. when im skinnier i think ill be happier with my height, im so broad and f@t that being short makes me look worse
why the fuck is christmas surrounded by food and everyone wants me to eat and try all their food it makes it so hard to not binge im going INSANE. like do they want me to be fat? im 427 calories over today
day six
yes, and its mainly cus im a junkorexic. i dont eat that much, but when i do its typically high in calories so its really easy for me to go over my calorie deficit unfortunately 💕
day nineteen
two weeks ago, when my friend and i went out she wanted to eat at nandos but its fine i only had the fries that day
day twenty one
im typically XS or S but i dont look like an XS or S bc my arms and face are really chubby
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