Revising Bc I Cant Be Fat And Stupid :/

a bit about me

hi, im R and i post stuff about my 3d and $h problems, please dont report me, this is literally the only place i can talk about my issues unfortunately.

i yap under the tag cherry vanilla tea 🍒 so if i ever get T worded ill post under that

backup account is @cherry-lisbon-girl

my wl tiktok account is cherry.angelic

my twitter/x account is _stars_are_cool

age: minor

pronouns: she/her

fandoms im in: maurauders, 911, criminal minds, hunger games

sw: 57.6kg

cw: 47.3kg

gw: 45kg

ugw: 40kg

Do you know any good low calorie meals? And I’m talking under 100 or 200.

i know that cucumber and boiled eggs are good, and rice cakes are about 50cal. i prefer chewing gum tho, the one i chew is 4cal a piece plus they make me feel fuller. fruits tend to be low cal, and salmon is pretty low cal and had a good amount of protein

currently feel like i want to thr0w up, just binged alot at lunch and i regret it but i have severe emetophobia so id rather not

this is not okay i get the exact same order every time i go to mcdonalds and my bsf will know something is up if the first time i agree to go in 3 months i dont get my average order

am i possibly overreacting by calculating how many cal0ries i need to save to eat out with my friend in three weeks 😭 why is a single burger like 800 cal0ries

wieiad!!

breakfast- a glass of water

0 cal

lunch- a piece of gum

7 cal

dinner- chicken and rice

200 cal

purged dinner, so -200 cal and exercised for 2 hours which was -576 cal

in total, 7+200=207-776=-569

gonna try to eat as little as possible tmrw without dying

‘it’s about control!’ ‘it’s about self esteem!’ ’it’s about-!’ yes, but, unfortunately i am vain! i want to be skinny because i want people to be worried; i want people to look at me and be jealous; i want to be perceived as the skinniest girl in the room. i want to be pretty and thin and disgustingly smart.

havent eaten since breakfast yesterday does this count as a fast

so close to being in the teens for bmi AGHHH

need a cigarette and to be beat up

loving food and having an eating disorder is so confusing