Cherry-vanilla-tea - R 🩻

shameless self promo i made an @na tiktok account if anyone's interested its cherry.angelic 💕

me after i binge

day twenty two

ive been incredibly sad recently so i forgot about this. anyway, my lowest weight was probably about 47kg, but then i became $uic1dal and i was convinced i wouldnt live the year out so i binged loads bc i was depressed lmao

the hungry, hard working student

is it weird i want people to be concerned about me

i do not give a fuck if splenda is giving me cancer it’s chemicals or jumping out my window so i think i’m choosing the better option

day seventeen

aaa ive been so busy the last few days i forgot to do this 💔 but im not 100% sure as i dont want to self diagnose. however i definitely have some issues to do with food

cheesestrings are my favorite things ever 60 calories for one, fun to eat AND the taste and texture are perfect for my autistic ass

‘it’s about control!’ ‘it’s about self esteem!’ ’it’s about-!’ yes, but, unfortunately i am vain! i want to be skinny because i want people to be worried; i want people to look at me and be jealous; i want to be perceived as the skinniest girl in the room. i want to be pretty and thin and disgustingly smart.