is it bad that i love it when my friends get concerned about my eating habits like yess validate me
day fourteen
35kg, but id be happy at 40kg tbh
drinking water to ignore the hunger 😊
day twenty one
im typically XS or S but i dont look like an XS or S bc my arms and face are really chubby
i want to die but i know ill never have the confidence to do it myself, but nights like these i feel awful, its like a constant emptiness inside me all the time
I like to think that the ao3 staff find out that ao3 is down from the screams of anguish on tumblr alone
loving food and having an eating disorder is so confusing
day twenty six
getting told "youre so skinny!" by people and to eat more instead of "youre not that fat" and people squishing my cheeks all the time
parents got confused and didn’t choose me at all
ok any other asians with ana bc chinese new year is KILLING me