Noctis & Prompto 🩵

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Sunday, April 4 1:11 p.m.

Never enough Isn’t it

Lately I’ve been feeling like nothing is ever really enough for me.

Doesn’t matter who I talk to at the moment and how they make me feel..... it’s never enough.

I can listen to all kinds of songs that fit my mood but it’s never enough.

I think about past memories and happy thoughts, but it’s never enough.

I think about the future and it’s just not enough.

I am filled with emotions but it’s not enough for me to even have control of.

I am lost but.... even the loneliness isn’t enough.

I am alone and it’s now.... enough. Enough of me feeling like this.

Then.... I think of Jeremiah 17:9, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?”..... faith over feelings?



Colette, tr. by Matthew Ward, from The Collected Stories; “The Accompanist, //Charles Bukowski

My lil edit 💕💚

July 4th, 2021 10:05 p.m

On this day you chose to do something that broke my trust with you.

It ended too soon.

I am broken

I’m aching

I am feeling pain

Now I just want to be numb...

消去された

~The town without me~ by Kayo Hinazuki

When I get bigger, bigger enough to go somewhere by myself, I want to go to a land that’s far away.

I want to go to an faraway island.

I want to go to an island that has no people.

I want to go to an island that has no pain or sadness.

On that island, I can climb a tree when I want to climb, swim in the sea when I want to swim, and sleep when I want to sleep.

When I think about the town without me, I feel a sense of relief.

I want to go far, far away.

+Alone+

Simply why I don’t speak on a person too soon, because I know in the end their colors will truly show.