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Final Fantasy XV 💙🖤

Sunday Oct 11, 2020

Today I’m feeling let down and upset. I’m usually a person who suffers in silence. I don’t honestly trust anyone to talk to. Because every time I try to do the right thing and speak what’s on my mind in return I get judgment. Or no one understands. People tell me to always make sure to talk to someone when I’m feeling let down. But how can I? When in the end I just get disappointed by the responses I receive. Let down. Dear God help me! .-.

Sunday, April 4 1:11 p.m.

Never enough Isn’t it

Lately I’ve been feeling like nothing is ever really enough for me.

Doesn’t matter who I talk to at the moment and how they make me feel..... it’s never enough.

I can listen to all kinds of songs that fit my mood but it’s never enough.

I think about past memories and happy thoughts, but it’s never enough.

I think about the future and it’s just not enough.

I am filled with emotions but it’s not enough for me to even have control of.

I am lost but.... even the loneliness isn’t enough.

I am alone and it’s now.... enough. Enough of me feeling like this.

Then.... I think of Jeremiah 17:9, “The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately sick; who can understand it?”..... faith over feelings?



Gloomy days, foggy site🤍

When you left me.. you replaced me in an instant like I was a no one.

You left when someone close to me had passed away.

I was left not only grieving a death of a loved one, but now a death of a relationship.

You looked me in the eyes and said I’m just like everyone else.

It seemed all along I fought for our relationship but you didn’t do the same.

You were always on my mind but I wasn’t on yours.

And even now…. You still are.

I need to get you out my head.

~You look lonely~ 7/20/21 5:44 pm

Haruhi Suzumiya 🤍🖤

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