I Find It Kinda Funny..

"its not good representation!!" BECAUSE YOU DONT TAKE A MINUTE TO THINK ABOUT IT AND ANALYZE IT YOU DONT EVEN TRY TO

bsd fandoms pmo so bad bc a character will literally be SA'd and its so obvious but they dont care. junichirou was literally SA'd by naomi, yet ppl say "but he didnt stop her" DID YOU KNOW THAT PPL WHO GET SA'd OFTEN DONT EVEN RLLY TRY TO PREVENT IT BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY A TRAUMATZIING EVENT. THEY GET SCARED TO PREVENT IT. SAME WITH THE DAZAI AND THE NURSE SCENE. "i wish i was the nurse!!" "i cant believe dazai fucked a nurse for a phone!!" NO????? IF A NURSE DOES SMTH SEXUAL WITH A PATIENT, THATS ILLEGAL!! PLUS, DAZAI HAD SOME SORT OF MEDICINE IN HIS SYSTEM IF IM NOT MISTAKEN SINCE HE WAS LITERALLY THE IN HOSPITAL SO THAT MADE IT EASIER FOR HIM TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF!!!!! THE NURSE SA'D HIM!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏

boy why u so girl🥀

i dont blame u if u want to bury me in ur memories im not the girl i ought to be and maybe when u tell ur friends u can tell them what you saw in me and not how i turned out to be...

my mom told me that about 20 years ago my grandma would go to the casino every weekend with her sisters and she would leave my dad and his siblings by themselves (they were like 8-11) and on those weekends when my mom would go visit my dad she would ask "wheres your mom?" and my dad would say "shes gambling again" and when my mom and dad when to the casino together they went there free bc my grandma had won so many points 💀

TWW!!!! REAL BLOOD!!! IF U DONT WANNA SEE BLOOD DONT CLICK🥀

(also drawn human heart but its not that good)

beast dazai

dangerously yours mentioned🥀 (rudolph rlly reminds me of beastdazai..)

put myself through agonizing pain (not rlly) just to make this drawing ppl better like it

And I am disheartened; my past’s confused piled-up memories, no way to disentangle them, irritated; some day, to the tangibility of my head’s burdens I will entrust my body, I will entrust my heart.

Not saying anything this evening, nape bared to the wind, looking up at the waving, thick, dark fig tree’s crown. I try as hard as I can to love something I don’t know.

- Nakahara Chūya, “Fig Leaves” from The Poems of Nakahara Chūya

repost bc i deactivated my old/other account :p (@ in the drawing is my twt)

bsd fandoms pmo so bad bc a character will literally be SA'd and its so obvious but they dont care. junichirou was literally SA'd by naomi, yet ppl say "but he didnt stop her" DID YOU KNOW THAT PPL WHO GET SA'd OFTEN DONT EVEN RLLY TRY TO PREVENT IT BECAUSE IT IS LITERALLY A TRAUMATZIING EVENT. THEY GET SCARED TO PREVENT IT. SAME WITH THE DAZAI AND THE NURSE SCENE. "i wish i was the nurse!!" "i cant believe dazai fucked a nurse for a phone!!" NO????? IF A NURSE DOES SMTH SEXUAL WITH A PATIENT, THATS ILLEGAL!! PLUS, DAZAI HAD SOME SORT OF MEDICINE IN HIS SYSTEM IF IM NOT MISTAKEN SINCE HE WAS LITERALLY THE IN HOSPITAL SO THAT MADE IT EASIER FOR HIM TO BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF!!!!! THE NURSE SA'D HIM!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏

tumblr keeps logging me out of my account... but i changed my pswrd and it seems to stopped i think :p

emoji disc emotes / favicons whatever, f2u no credit needed, 1/2