Changes

🍬Pastel skies and cotton candy clouds🍭

I wanna have people to play and teach me some Dungeons and Dragons. That game seems like fun

Kinda wanna runaway. Disappear.

To everyone who is debating getting assessed-

Waiting for an ADHD diagnoses realising you showed a lot of symptoms as a kid is kinda hard especially when you realise all those times you were overwhelmed was completely valid. You're not overdramatic or lazy, you just needed more support and that's ok.

Unchaperoned Thoughts #1

I have been thinking lately about what I want out of my life. Everything feels stagnant, but the only constant is me. I am the one who is holding me back. I am the one who hesitates on making the first move. I don’k know why, I just do. I know it doesn't make me happy, but I've been doing it so long its hard being social again.

I need to start trusting the fact that I am a likeable person and I deserve to be loved and be surrounded by people who appreciate me for who I am. Surround myself with people who challenge me to grow and change for the better. It doesn’t matter that some people won’t like me or find me a bit weird, because they won’t be staying in my life and that’s fine.

So here’s my first challenge:  Find 3 people outside the people you know that you vibe with and accept you for you. There is no time limit take your time and try not to stress yourself out. It’ll be fine.x

Growth

Growth is great until you slowly out grow people you thought would always be with you.

Something I need to remember ^^

I feel like everyone around me is growing and getting meaningful relationships and for some reason I'm struggling to do so.

Starting therapy in a couple weeks, still nervous about talking about everything. I kinda wonder what's the point in everything at this point but idk