I Don't Get It - Blog Posts

Me, sick in bed: I should sleep as much as I can so I can get better soon!

My brain: hey.

Me: Oh for ducks sake, what do you want!?

My brain: So, like, remember that we had all these tons of things and ideas that we wanted to do but because we're a procrastinator we never did anything?

Me: Yeah?

Brain : The internet was shut down.

Me:

Brain: we can finish the chapter of our book without any distraction.

Me:

Brain:

Me: Fuck yeah.

Continuation from this

Unrequited love

I feel you around me. You’re everywhere and I can’t get you out of my mind. I love how red your face gets all the time. I love it. The only thing I admire most in this world. I was out with my friends, one of them was all red in the face because of the cold weather but the first thought that came to my mind was exactly you, with a red face. It’s so unique to me.

I don’t know if this is love. I don’t think so. I’ve never even talked to you.

You stare at me. You continuously look at me. But I don’t know why. You don’t talk to me. You don’t dare make the first move. You observe me from afar.

And I think: “What if he’s only curious about me? What if he’s only looking absentmindedly?…”

But I know too well that none of that is true. He isn’t curious.

But I don’t know how to define this.

I attempted making the first move. But he turned it down immediately.

And the next day. I see him again. I had left my glasses in my class, I was having a terrible headache and I just wanted to go meet my friend. So I go downstairs and walk towards my friend’s class. He comes close to me, I stare quickly at him and then I avert my sight to the other side, avoiding him at all costs.

I’m talking to my friend, and she tells me: “He was looking at you!”

I bewildered look at her.

I need help. He is making me go out of my mind. Can’t God help me with this. Or remove him from my life to stop tormenting me, or just make him do something that makes me at least have a talk with him, so I know what his intentions are.

I can’t live like this.

He makes me anxious. Conscious of myself. Before I get out of class, I fix my hair and my makeup. And while going to my friends, I always look around for him. Even if i’m blind. I find him somehow.

Tarot girlies and bros! Please help?

I have a deck that i shuffle as a stim and occasionally try to channel from, and lately ive been getting the same (absurd amount of) cards over and over even when just absently shuffling. Im so bad at interpreting meanings, ive tried googling it and i just cannot understand. Any input would be apreciated!!

Of the major arcana, in order of frequency, i keep getting: wheel of fortune, death, heirophant, magician, justice, empress, and high preistess

Of the minor arcana, in order of frequency, i keep getting: ace of cups, swords, and pentacles, knight of cups, swords, and pentacles, page of cups, and seven of cups

That seems like far too many for a message, but each have jumped out at least three times and some every single time i pull out the deck! Is it something stupidly simple, like those cards are ever so slightly bent or something? It feels so ominous, like this thing is speaking to me loudly and frantically in a language im not fluent in.

I feel like the amount of repitition (aces, knights, cups) is important but i dont know what it means. Same with the major arcana, it feels like its speaking in all caps but i cannot read it.

Ale... po co Gunmarowi wiedzieć, gdzie w świecie ludzi znajduje się most? Bardzo przepraszam, ale to nie wpływa przecież nijak na jego plany. Nie mają jak wiedzieć gdzie miejsca na Ziemi się pokrywają z tą krainą ciemności. Nie wiadomo nawet czy one się cały czas pokrywają, w końcu to miejsce jest powalone. Nie byłoby lepiej wysłać ludzi na poszukiwanie i zabić więźniów?..

me if i actually went to prom

My apple pen is no longer connecting to my iPad.

I'm going to ask something because I genuinely don’t understand it. Why do people say things like: [Character] speaks [real-world language] because they are [real-world nationality]—(or similar things) when they were born in a fictional place that likely has its own fictional language and culture?

I get that it’s about representation, but what does that actually mean in this context? These are fictional characters from fictional universes. I’d totally understand if their story took place in a real location, like in the Marvel universe or something similar, but if the world is completely made up, then its demographics are just... different.

I just find it funny when people say it, because I don’t really get it, and I would like to get it.

Like I just figured out myself, being trans (or at least I’m pretty sure) and now I wanna like talk with people, but like how?

I’m really confused how everyone meets mutual and talks to people. Like I think everyone is super cool, nice, and probably likes to listen to cool music, and I just don’t get it.

Okay I'm officially a fucking fossil now what the fuck is a "incredabox sprunky" and what does it mean when my 8 year old sister is stressed about it's lore-? What the fuck lore are you talking about help-???

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