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Random strangers keep wishing me birthday. I dont know how I feel about it.
I was thinking that it doesnt matter. There are people who are used and I was thinking nobody cares anyway. It is more about being seen by others in that way than it is about wishing something to the other, the later is more of mental illness when mentioned.
I feel tired. I don’t think I will play any more touhou any time soon. I call it Phase 1. Like mcu movies. I’ve finished playing the “phase 1” and I shall upload the videos.
But I feel so tired just now… that boss was hard… The idea that there is harder version of that boss fight depresses me further. I bet it is just one, no, its probably hard as hell. i remember playing Solgryn boss, the thing you don’t get people is that the longer the boss is the harder it is to master the patterns and memorize the latest one. I was very bad at simon says, memory wise I am lazy hikkimori so sorry.
That said, one guy reallt sent me a very long happy birthday letter. I don’t understand, you people.
I feel so much stress that I want to pack up my bag in middle of the night, run away from home, change my name and start a new life working for some restaurant as a waiter or something.......
The only way to go through the day is to find is a new TV show to obesses over, preferably one with at least 3 seasons.
Genetically Predisposed To Sadness
Isn’t that just depression? But for an entire species?