" Dearest, Your Little Heart Is Wounded; Think Me Not Cruel Because I Obey The Irrestible Law Of My Strength

My body has died, but I'm still alive Look over your shoulder, I'm back from the dead

"I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself."

-Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis

I made it this far, right?

So it shouldn't be so hard to relate to others.

But it just feels like there's a glass dome separating me from other people.

I wanted to love Noah more than anything...but my pain stops me.

He's being patient and all, but I don't know how much longer I can hold him.... Heavens I want him so much that my heart even hurts!

But when he touches me I remember them

Not images like those clichés in movies... But I feel the pulling and nausea and everything horrible.

This is so unfair...

So unbearably lonely...

That sometimes I wanted to have wings and fly far away...

Far away from myself.

Taking Cerberus for a walk 🐕‍🦺 By Gabriel Picolo

“Betrayal, that pain that feels like it’ll eat you from the inside out, can either break you or forge you into something greater.”

24/08/2021

Enquanto é dia e minha mente trabalha... está tudo bem

Estou ocupada

Focada na inutilidade

Os barulhos da cidade ocupam minha mente

O mundo se faz presente

A vida parece mais simples

A morte parece distante

Mas a noite...

Hora perigosa

Há um silencio inquietante

Quando a luz se esvazia

A vida fica distante

Ele aparece...a sombra esguia ao pé da cama

Me convence de que nada vale a pena

Consciência

Fracasso

Decepção

Mas manhã traz o sol

Um sorriso

A sombra...sempre a espreita

Collete

"Just because we didn’t end up on the same wave, doesn’t mean we aren’t still a part of the same ocean."

- Colleen Hoover, It Ends with Us

Can I just say I love this man? His art is chefs kiss 🧑🏻‍🍳💋 what can I say I love a goth girl with her ball of sunshine 🖤💖

LILITH CZAR - King (x)