Ao Haru Ride

24/08/2021

Enquanto é dia e minha mente trabalha... está tudo bem

Estou ocupada

Focada na inutilidade

Os barulhos da cidade ocupam minha mente

O mundo se faz presente

A vida parece mais simples

A morte parece distante

Mas a noite...

Hora perigosa

Há um silencio inquietante

Quando a luz se esvazia

A vida fica distante

Ele aparece...a sombra esguia ao pé da cama

Me convence de que nada vale a pena

Consciência

Fracasso

Decepção

Mas manhã traz o sol

Um sorriso

A sombra...sempre a espreita

Collete

Felipe

Maybe it's hard for you to understand

Understand what it's like to feel the deep emptiness

The pain of knowing you'll never receive that love of fairy tales

of adventure stories

I never saw this love

My mother died when I was a child

My Aunt

The only light

Jumped off a building when I turned 21

Sex was always easy

But love

I thought I would never feel that

I would never receive I never felt anything from anyone

As much as people gave themselves to me

Until I see you

for some reason i knew you were the chosen one

You could love me just as much as I would love you

When you looked at me with indifference

Something inside me died

Everything was you

You are my Religion

My light

My silver sword

You were after all... my obsession

Suddenly living without you was not an option

Collete 2022

" Dearest, your little heart is wounded; think me not cruel because I obey the irrestible law of my strength and weakness; if your dear heart is wounded, my wild heart bleeds with yours. In the rapture of my enormous humiliation I live in your warm live, and you shall die... die sweetly die... into mine".

Carmilla- Sheridan Le Fanu

Artwork by Abigail Larson

LILITH CZAR - King (Music Video)

“Betrayal, that pain that feels like it’ll eat you from the inside out, can either break you or forge you into something greater.”

"Just because we didn’t end up on the same wave, doesn’t mean we aren’t still a part of the same ocean."

- Colleen Hoover, It Ends with Us