I Keep Thinking About Carpenter's Final Moments Of The Podcast And I Cannot Stop Thinking How, Despite

I keep thinking about Carpenter's final moments of the podcast and I cannot stop thinking how, despite everything, she was still choosing to move forward and live on. Her brother is dead. She just had to say goodbye to him for the final time. Her friends are fled from her, with no certainty if she will ever catch up to them (and it will haunt me, that she will never know that Hayward died. That he got the ending he wanted even if it might not have been the reunion Carpenter had hoped for them. And if she does suspect what ultimately happen to him, it will haunt me that she chooses to believe they both made it out despite the odds). She's all alone.

And she could find a nice spot and wait for her ending. Lie down and let the long grass take her. But she chooses to get back up. To dream of some sort of future, with cats perhaps, where she lives on. Gets a haircut. Raises a toast to her friends. She will choke on her Nana's song, "There'll be no more need for hurt, word or deed. For sorrow," she will choke on the words and forget the lines and brokenly laugh at the absurdity of it all in the midst of all that grief as she chooses to trudge on, aching and in pain.

"I'll see you back around here another time soon." she says.

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its such a shame to me that when people hear the word "podcast" they immediately think of Joe Rogan or like 5 white men sitting in a circle talking about movies. thats not a real podcast. they dont even have gay people killing god! any true podcast is legaly mandated to have gay people kill god.

4 months ago

“starry night” this, “café terrace at night” that, when are we going to talk about “two rats” by vincent van gogh?

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4 months ago

Helluva Boss Spoilers

HNNGGGG i laughed i cried i SOBBED A LIL

I cant believe we got Via standing up for her dad and turning him away at the same time. Via's song was BEAUTIFUL and the parallels and references to You Will be Okay were shattering. We got full wolfed out Loona and all the signs pointing to Millies pregnancy and the REVEAL was her talking to her SISTER is so wonderful😭😭😭

Stolas crashing out at IMP is finally him letting his emotions burst which was well needed. Also I hope everyone caught the fact that we got that foreshadowed in and earlier episode from when Blitz and Stolas were KIDS!!!!

There was the perfect amount of fanservice in this episode that I feel so much better about all the angst we've been put through for these two. The kisses were ROMANTIC and LOVING and they DANCED and when Blitz crawled into Stolas' lap like a fucking cat i FELT THAT oh my god im gonna have to watch this 5 more times before I filly emotionally recover


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4 months ago

NON-freaks dni. This is a freaks only zone

8 months ago

In my newest quest to find another podcast I have discovered Unwell: a Midwestern Gothic Mystery

There are 5 seasons so I'm gonna be EATIN while I wait for everyone else's weekly updates

9 months ago

I'd rather hangout with the straight boyfriend than the queer cop who insists they're one of the "good ones" while harassing people of color

I'd rather hangout with the straight palestinian grandma than the queer zionist who keeps insisting that the death of palestinians is the one way ticket to queer liberation

I'd rather hangout with the leather dyke who is a mspec gaybian and uses paw/pawself pronouns than the puritan who makes "callout posts" clearly targeting disabled queer artists

4 months ago

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1 week ago

Texas’ HB 3399 bill will kill people if it passes. It will make hormone therapy illegal. For all ages. Period. This was never about women’s sports. It was never about bathrooms. It was never about “protecting the children”. They want us dead. If you’re a fellow trans person and you live in Texas, I strongly urge you to be ready to move somewhere safer.

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