Feb 12th

feb 12th

hey pookies, today i wasn't very productive, but I forgive myself because I wanted to sleep in and I will have a very busy next 4 days and studied:

today i:

slept in

studied for my exam and am fairly confident in taking it

put away clothes

tided my room

went to a meeting

took a quiz

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6 months ago

Ultra-specific trope im thinking really hard about: When a character refuses to kill someone who asks them to, not out of righteousness or any care for the other person, but out of hostility or spite. No, I won’t give you what you want. I won’t let you escape this through death.

11 months ago
"if we hug a little tighter, / our hears will be a little closer"
Ivan (left) and Till (right) stand in pouring rain. Ivan holds the back of Till's head as he kisses him. Ivan's eyes are closed while Till stares at him.
"saying something dangerous, / like I love you,"
"I love you in the same way, there's a chapel in a hospital / One foot in your bedroom and one foot out the door"
Ivan (right) kneels down beside Till (left). Ivan rests his right hand against the wall. He has a somber expression. Till leans against the arm of a purple couch.
"I love you and I always will and I am sorry. What a useless word."
"And you, you were the one I treated the worst / Only because you loved me the most / We haven't spoken in a long time / I think about it sometimes / I don't know who I was back then"
"We love with claws and teeth and the blood is just proof of how much. It's feral."
"Break my arms around the one I love / And be forgiven by the time my lover comes / Break my arms around my love"
Ivan (left) wraps both of his hands around Till's (right) throat. Till tilts his head upwards. His eyes are closed.
"I'll have to learn to be somebody else / It's been you and me since before I was me / Without you, I don't yet know quite how to live"
"I would've loved you if we had more time."
"I am my mother's child, I'll love you till my breathing stops / I'll love you till you call the cops on me"
Young Ivan (left) and young Till (right) sit side by side. Ivan looks towards the right, staring at Till while Till looks downwards.
"I knew what love was supposed to be: obsession with undertones of nausea."
"love is a cannibalistic feast. // But the rest is death, and death alone."
Till stares straight ahead (at Ivan) with wide eyes and one hand wrapped around his throat. It's raining around him.
"You haven't kissed anyone for a while now. / To you, everything tastes like blood."
Ivan stares straight ahead (at Till). Blood drips down his chin from his mouth. He smiles softly. It's raining around him.
"I think here is where I will leave you. It has come to seem there is no perfect ending. / Indeed, there are infinite endings. / Or perhaps, once one begins, / there are only endings."

BUT WHO COULD LOVE ME? I AM OUT OF MY MIND // IVAN & TILL

pinterest // VIVINOS Alien Stage, "ROUND 6" (via youtube) // Anne Sexton Complete Poems of Anne Sexton, "The Papa and Mama Dance" // Fall Out Boy Hum Hallelujah // VIVINOS Alien Stage, "ROUND 6" (via youtube) // Ernest Hemingway The Garden of Eden // Florence + the Machine Grace // Elliot Wake Black Iris // The National Daughters of the Soho Riots // VIVINOS Alien Stage, "ROUND 6" (via youtube) // Mitski I Guess // Adam Silvera They Both Die at the End // Lorde Writer in the Dark // VIVINOS Alien Stage, "ROUND 6" (via youtube) // Margaret Atwood Cat's Eye // Chris Abani Dog Woman // VIVINOS Alien Stage, "ROUND 6" (via youtube) // Warsan Shire Souvenir, "Our Men Do Not Belong to Us" // VIVINOS Alien Stage, "ROUND 6" (via youtube) // Louise Glück Faithful and Virtuous Night

10 months ago

How fucking annoying is it when you feel so restless with creative energy but you can’t decide what to do with it and when you finally try to create something it comes out shit so you just give up and sit there being all creatively annoyed and jittery.

4 months ago

all the moons of 2024

All The Moons Of 2024
1 month ago

Being a writer is basically emotionally bonding with fictional people and then ruining their lives for fun.

writing tips from your friendly neighborhood author whos about to get published (yay me!)

sorry from the brag in the title but I'm very proud of myself and how much my writing has improved in the past year so i thought I would share some tips that helped me

read alot

analyize the style of authors you enjoy or want to write like (ie: story structure, diction, voice, tone, sentence structure, figurative language) i have a template i use if anyone wants

write daily ( it could be journaling, fanfiction, or even a blog post, writing daily builds a habit, and anything, any words on paper, is better than nothing at all)

if you're stuck, find a quote and write a short story around its use

your first draft is allowed to be crappy, hell it should be, it will never be perfect

it probably will be, but its only supposed to be first one, edit and revise as many times as you need to

tell what happening, show emotions

" she yanked the chair from underneath the desk, and sat down starring at the floor, before putting her forehead flat on the desk" sounds better than " she pulled the chair from underneath the desk, and sat down starring sadly at the ground."


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"And I had to explain a lot of stuff to him." It amazed me how Johnny could get more meaning out of the stuff in there than I could— I was supposed to be the deep one."

The Outsiders, SE Hinton


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3 months ago

thriftbooks better world books half-price books wonder book pangobooks libgen archive.org ubuweb kanopy (library card required; free) tubi pluto tv

storygraph

abebooks, book depository, and goodreads are all owned my amazon.

10 months ago
Good News: If You’re Currently Laying Around And Not Producing Anything, You Are A Credit To Your Species.

Good news: if you’re currently laying around and not producing anything, you are a credit to your species.

10 months ago

this summer i will learn italian and french and russian and run a marathon everyday and work for three months and get fifty new ear piercings and read every work of high literature ever created and watch every movie. but most importantly just chill and relax

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