behind the scenes of scott pilgrim vs the world (2010) based on the comic book series by @radiomaru
noah jupe as otis lort in honey boy (2019) dir. alma har’el
I really need a fucking break, or a gun
what are you waiting for? someone to grant you permission? the perfect and permanent emotion? a shooting star to magic away every problem you have or ever have had? alright, wait away then. but no one is going to live your life for you while you wait to become someone else
I make myself fucking sick dude
I hate being in this body
Augh dude everything is so exhausting I’m so tired of this
nobody fucking talk to me
I wish my friends knew just how beautiful they are
cold damp tree bark
contrasting fixed moss
broken down cabins
and cold lone walks
wet rotted wood
and black fire smoke
slanted tree lines
mountains of snow
i cry to the wind blowing
i cry at the absence of rain
little bear cub unknowing
the reality of the vain
silent dew drops tell
the ancient tales of fallen rain
snow topped trees
whisper secrets
through the crystalized brain
the serenity of the scenery
claws at me with unrelenting fists
“will it ever be more beautiful than this?”
i feel everything that’s wrong with me