“I Appreciate Your Concern. None Of This Is Your Fault. It’s Me. It’s Me And My Head.”

this dude. i feel the emptiness of my friend’s absence after every hangout and it cripples me. or something

googling shit like "why do i feel bad after hanging out with my friends" and all of the answers are either "you need better friends" (i don't; my friends are wonderful) or "your social battery is drained, you need to rest and regain your energy levels" (i don't; i've got tons of energy, it's just manifesting as over-the-top neurotic mania). why is this even happening. it's like some stupid toll i have to pay as a punishment for enjoying myself too much

what are you waiting for? someone to grant you permission? the perfect and permanent emotion? a shooting star to magic away every problem you have or ever have had? alright, wait away then. but no one is going to live your life for you while you wait to become someone else

I’ve felt so ill lately in so many different ways 😓

I need a break

Wish I could post about something happier but unfortunately my mind is riddled with The Memories

Liability is my middle name!

One weird experience of transitioning is failing at ur assigned gender role the whole time and everyone constantly deriding you for it but then u come out and it's like we lost a beautiful gender conforming warrior today. Must grieve for my wonderful child who pissed me off by being ugly and weird since day 1

yearned so hard i don't even know what i desire anymore

Does anyone else feel like they can’t have a conversation without making the person uncomfortable at some point because you lowkey make everything sad

*stomping out cigarette*

Only I can prevent forest fires

Oughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh