Guts : Have A Poorly Drawn Comic About My Mental State Currently

Them having fun:

:)

Them having fun without me:

:(

Vampire Spawn 🩸🦇

Me: it's just mild depression, it's not that serious. 🙄 . . .Persistent Depressive Disorder you say? 🤨

Am I not good enough for you?

I always try comforting myself with the “fact” that someday there’s going to be someone who will love me with all my flaws and cherish me and take care of me as I deserve.Atleast that’s the lie I tell myself everyday to get thru everything but in reality I know I could never be in a relationship because I’m unloveable,I’m too hard to handle and not enough at the same time, I could never trust someone ever again I dont want to cuz they’re going to put a knife in my back AGAIN,AGAIN and AGAIN.

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

trying not to get attached

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

computer show me men with wet spots in their underwear. men making a mess in their boxers. men gasping and panting. men pressing their thighs together. men with trembling hands and sweat beading on their neck. men with warm, sweet skin between their thighs. men twitching. computer. computer can you hear me.