How I Crave To Feel Loved And Enjoyed. I Want To Feel As Though My Presence Is Desired And Beloved. I

can we be the kinds of bros that kiss on the lips

When boys get tired and they're all sleepy and sweet and it's so cute holy shit

💗💗💗🫂

I wish i could have a normal crush... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane

Michael Cunningham, "The Hours" // Anne Sexton, "The Touch" // Charles M. Schulz, Peanuts and Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me—The Smiths // F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night // Kelsey Landsgaard, A Soft Wrongness // J. D. McClatchy, "THE DIALOGUE OF DESIRE AND GUILT" // Marina Tsvetaeva, from notes // Yves Olade, Belovéd

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

and then youre gonna run to her and forget i exist

when they think they can hurt me, but i have an emotionally immature mum and an emotionally unavailable dad