Things I'm good at :
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• feeling like a burden and bed rotting
No one is more disappointed in me than I am.
Memories Made In Moonlight
Watercolor on Black Cotton Paper
2024, 9"x 12"
Blue Forget Me Nots
Private Collection
I think I want love more than prestigious education and money. That's what childhood emotional neglect gave me.
All my life, I have been living for other people. Most of the decisions I have made were because someone else wanted me to make them. It's time to start living for myself, but I have no interest in life at all. Killing myself will be the most selfish thing that I will ever do, but at least it will be my own decision.
second choice second choice second choice!! wonderful!! love that for me ! only talk to me when everyone else has to go ! I won't notice ! I dont care ! me ? never !
normalize having favorites. in fact, normalize me being your favorite. normalize loving me more than you’ve ever loved anyone else. please please please please please please