Pay Attention To Me Pay Attention To Me Pay Attemtion To Me Ooooo You Wanna Interact With Me So Bad Please

trying to empathize w/ your mom and understanding the hardships she went through and how much she loved you

vs.

remembering

Do forgotten things belong in dreams?

Surely, even the nights that slip away from the mind still yet cling to being.

Why else do we dream of both the most beautiful and the wondrous things?

What was left by another can mean everything to someone new.

I don't know why I'm expected to be a normal, functioning person when everyone around me tried their hardest to stop me from being one.

People are only nice at the beginning. They would make you feel like you're the sweetest, most gorgeous human being in the world. Make you fall in love with them. But once they get complacent, they take you for granted and start neglecting you. Your heart starts breaking every day. It becomes constant. You get frustrated and disappointed. You start doubting then hating yourself. Then you start acting crazy and needy because they make you feel like shit. They blame everything on you. Like it's your fault they neglected you. From there, the relationship just becomes more and more poisonous to the both of you. You end up being traumatized.

I love hearing boys ramble about shit I do NOT understand. You are so hot when you are incoherent. I’m glad you make sense to you though.

a boyfriend is just a guy you can sink your teeth into for recreational purposes

I used to do personality tests a lot, looking for something to tell me who I really am, an answer that's satisfying.

People would describe me and it never felt real, but who was I to dispute it?

I never felt like I knew who I was and every description of me, from golden admiration to scathing hatred, never felt like it was me.