I Wondered How Many Gladers Promised Their Friends, Partners, And Loved Ones To Take Them To Safe Haven

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MANN I just wish that I could do and perform as much violence as in my favourite novels

I just wish I could throw hands at people as much as my favourite characters

I just wish I could beat the shit out of someone and having others sympathyze me for it with justifiable reasons 🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️

'Cause tell me why people still sympathyze with them (as long as they have justifiable reasons) and if I try doing the same thing I'm facing at least 5 years of prison after that 💀💀💀🙏

NEWTMAS HEADCANNONS BECAUSE WHY NOT

On our episode fix-it: Newt lives edition ☹️🫶

Thomas WOULD NEVER shoot Newt. No. He threw the gun away (AS FAAAARRRRR AS HE COULD), emptied the bullet sockets, and continued to hug Newt instead

No matter how feral Crank!Newt was, no matter how deep he clawed Thomas' heart, back, neck, chest, he kept holding on, holding on to him like a lifeline and soothing him in his dialogue, "Kill me before I become one of those cannibal monsters! Kill me!"

"It's okay..love...it's okay"

Brenda and Minho actually got the serum/syringe in time to inject him wuth the cure/Thomas' blood

Them laying Newt down in safe haven to see if he's still alive, he is.

Thomas staying by Newt's side as his heartbeat is the only thing keeping him going, listening to his heartbeats.

Before Newt woke up Minho sat down with Thomas and he went on about how Newt talked to Minho about his love for Thomas and the reason why Newt stuck to Thomas because if he died the last place he wanted to be was in his arms... ☹️

Newt finally waking up with the sight of Thomas, appearing tousled with a bowl of soup (that he asked Frypan to make) ☹️☹️, his body still half conscious, wrecked, aching, and dizzy enough to not realized that his skin cleared from the flare and slowly recovering

Thomas finally tearing up a bit when Newt finally woke up and he laid his hand on his back to steady him, gently wiping Newt's face and body from liquid and blood

"Open up, sweetheart, you need to eat." Thomas said as he gently lifted a spoon of soup to Newt

Newt weakly smiling as he saw Thomas tenderly taking care of him, opening up and accepting his fate to be spoonfed by Thomas

TELL ME IF YOU WANT MOREE PLEASE 🥺🫶

REPEAT AFTER ME

SENSORS ARE UNDERRATED (ISTG THESE PEOPLE ARE OFTEN STEREOTYPED AS ‘BLAND’ AND ‘BORING’ JUST WHY)

XXTJs ARE NOT HEARTLESS (PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SAYING TO ME ‘ OMG YOU CAN’T BE AN INXJ YOU’RE TOO NICE!’ AND I WAS LIKE I’M STILL GOING ON AN IDENTITY CRISIS BUT NO-)

INFPs AND ISTJs (In my opinion) HAS THE WORST STEREOTYPE AMONGST ALL. I MEAN NO HATE BUT INFPs ARE OFTEN STEREOTYPED AS AN “UWU MENTALLY UNSTABLE, DEPRESSED, WEAK CRYBABYS THAT CAN’T DEAL WITH LOGIC AND ALL,

WHILE ISTJs ARE OFTEN STEREOTYPED AS MECHANICAL ROBOTS WITH NO FEELINGS AND ONLY CARES ABOUT BOOKS AND LOGIC WHO CAN’T TAKE SARCASM OR JOKES THAT’S LITERALLY NOT TRUE THIS IS WHY THE COGNITIVE FUNCTIONS EXISTS.

AND NOT TO MENTION ESXPs BEING STEREOTYPED AS PARTY ADDICTED CHADS WHO HAS LIKE 2093849829 FRIENDS.

ME FR

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

A proper intro, I'd say.

Okayy soo I'm back on Tumblr and I have seen my blogs getting.. quite amount of likes, especially the MBTI ones. I even have a post that got over like- 300 likes 💀💀💀

Alright soo let me introduce myself

Hello there! My name is Aprillia Alxon (stage name, NOT REAL NAME), but you can call me April or Frill!

My MBTI is ISTP, 6w7, and I'm a Hufflepuff!

I am from Indonesia 😀🇮🇩 And I live in GMT +7 (So I'm so sorry if our timezones don't align, GMT + 7 and EST are literally on the other side of the world 💀💀💀).

I am a minor, and I mostly like to paint, draw, read, write, and sing! I also like learning languages 😦😦😦

Fantasy worlds that I have visited:

Harry Potter (Hogwarts)

The Land of Stories (Chris Colfer) fandom

The Maze Runner (Glade)

The Hunger games (District)

And I'm looking forward to visit:

Percy Jackson (Camp Half-blood)

Lord of The Rings

Narnia

(Though I mostly started from the movies, sorry I'm a slow reader it usually takes me months to finish a single book 😔)

Here are some other places where you can find me!

My intro Carrd

My AO3 page

My long blog (yes, I also have a blog and write articles on them!!)

Roblox user (Yes I play Roblox lol)

Wattpad

Instagram (Art account) (Real Account)

Nice to meet you guys and have a speldid day!!!

-Signed, April. 💋💋💋

NOTICE: As more and more fanfic writers are using generative AI for their works (you uncreative dweebs), I hereby swear on everything I hold dear that I have not and will NEVER use generative AI in ANY of my written work. Everything I post will be organically and creatively my own.

I Wished someone would love me the way Newt loves Thomas and the way Thomas loves Newt :(

(Canon)

CAUSE TELL ME ABOUT Newt having a limp, having a mental illness, and getting his body slowly ripped apart and eaten away by the FLARE and Thomas will still carry his body and look into his eyes like he's the most beautiful person to ever exist in his life HELLO????

TELL ME ABOUT how he thought of Newt and held his hand many times???

TELL ME ABOUT how no other soul except Newt calls Thomas "Tommy" ???????????

TELL ME ABOUT how Newt got mad (jealous obv 🙂‍↕️) that Thomas "cares" more about Teresa????

TELL ME ABOUT "But from the moment you ran into the maze, I knew that I would follow you anywhere. And I have. We all have. If I could do it all over again I would, and I wouldn't change a thing." Cause bro are there any other fancier words to say " I love you" ???????

TELL ME ABOUT the letter Newt gave to Thomas as he was slowly turning into a crank and dying?

TELL ME ABOUT Newt dying in Thomas's arms?????

(Fanon)

TELL ME ABOUT HOW IN THAT *ONE* FANFIC noticing Newt's limp, Thomas slowly walks Newt through the scorch, hand in hand with him and never letting Newt out of his touch, and when Newt gets too tired he'll say, "It's okay, I can carry you there" (Thomas taking care of Newt especially when he's limping is just SKSSKAKAJKAKS)

Tell me about despite his physical and mental flaws, Thomas will look back to Newt and say, "I love you."

Tell me about despite all the terrors and fast paced events that they have gone through Newt will look back to Thomas and say, "You can't save everyone. I'm really proud of you and I love you, Tommy." (Ykyk Newt lives alternative)

I love Newtmas too much :(((

Y'ALL CAN CALL ME NEWT FROM THE MAZE RUNNER 'CAUSE-

He was new to the glade (school/community idk what to call it in English)

We shared talks, sat next to eachother, I offered him a weird colourful drink

Man he asked SO MANY questions

I sat next to him near the fireplace (table) and looked at him as if he hung the moon, stars, and the entire solar system

HE WAS RECKLESS AS FUCK AND GOT HIMSELF IN TROUBLE

A strange person joined us (again, school/community, whatever)

Wait..it's a girl now?

"It's a girl.."

And..

Okay

Suddenly he TALKS TO HER A LOT FOR SOME REASON

AND HE SPENDS SO MUCH TIME WITH HER

AND SEEMINGLY CARES A LOT ABOUT STRANGERS

OH THEY WEREN'T STRANGERS AFTER ALL?

THEY WORKED IN THE SAME PLACE

Just no.

Uh oh.

Am I in love with him?

The boy I'm in love with is in love with another girl

I was just home from school after screaming "DON'T LIE TO ME!" at my guy bsf (The boy I'm in love with)

He claims to just "care" about her but WE ALL KNOW HE STILL LIKES HIM FOR EVERYTHING SHE DID TO HIM FOR SOME REASON

I had excema that made my skin MAD GOOEY and I looked like a walking zombie

I'm in love with someone so stupid and reckless for some reason

I do, also have a mental condition (but they told me I'm too young to be on meds so- 😁🙏)

I have no right to be mad that he cares about that girl because I'm not his partner

I HATE HIM I HATE THIS PLACE (I grew a twinge of hope when I realized I was in love with him)

I, too, was not immune and never made it out alive (academically), meanwhile HE was immune and EVEN THE CURE. EVERYONE NEEDS HIM EVERYONE WANTS HIM I HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH (Crank Newt, probably)

My guy would probably be the first person to murder me atp

I wrote him a letter (like, seriously) about how I'm happy that he was my friend and I genuinely wished him to be happier.

I'm in love with a boy that's in love with another girl.

OH Newt I love you so much 🫡 you deserve to live, even if you didn't make it to safe haven

As long as I'm immune from the flare, I would still kiss Newt is his crank form.

Yes, even if black stuff was coming out of his mouth. Like, seriously.