No it's not escapism it's just that every night I stay up reading until I can't keep my eyes open anymore so that I don't get the time to overthink about reality.
“She closes her eyes. He probably won’t come back, she thinks. Or he will, differently. What they have now they can never have back again. But for her the pain of loneliness will be nothing to the pain that she used to feel, of being unworthy. He brought her goodness like a gift and now it belongs to her. Meanwhile his life opens out before him in all directions at once. They’ve done a lot of good for each other. Really, she thinks, really. People can really change one another. You should go, she says. I’ll always be here. You know that.”
— Sally Rooney, Normal People
good morning from south america, my beautiful friends!
every week day i have my internship job so im not gonna add that on my to do list anymore
things i need to get done:
math problems (college applications)
physics problems (college applications)
thins i want to get done:
excel course
see you later :D have a nice day and dont forget to drink water and put on sunscreen!
Fleabag | 2x06
i could get so much done if only i could get stuff done
sometimes self-care is consuming a piece of media for the 174th time
No bestie, you will NOT be able to finish that 'small' chapter if you start it at 10pm one night before.
You made it to the end of this year and I am proud of you. Don't be so hard on yourself, please.
god i hate knowing i have stuff to do it's like bearing a curse