Tw - Mention Of Mh, Od, Ed

tw - mention of mh, od, ed

i’ve wasted my years wishing i was somewhere else.

i wanted to shift so badly that i stop caring about my life here. i’m not living, i’m just existing.

shifting is a big reason why i’m still alive today but i don’t have a healthy relationship with it. i remember when i gave up on shifting back in 2021 and i attempted to take my own life. i was so hopeless.

five years of shifting and i mini-shifted(?) once. i’ve wasted 5 years of my life to the desire to escape. i could’ve studied and went to college but i didn’t. why would i, when i can just shift? but i couldn’t shift and i wasted my time. shifting never solved my problems, only helped me escape. it didn’t heal my depression, anxiety and ed. it just gave me hope. it was just a distraction from my sad life.

i want to be happy here, i wanna stop wanting to escape. i want to get a life. i’m almost 21 and i’m a mess. my life is a mess.

i’m going to change that. i’m going to appreciate this life and manifest making it better. i’m giving life another chance. i’m going to change myself and my life.

is this giving up on shifting? i don’t know, maybe. i’m forever grateful to know about shifting but i just really need to change the way i view shifting. i need to change my life first but i can’t give up on shifting. i have to shift.

“i have to! because if i don’t, that means all the damage i got isn’t good damage, it’s just damage.“

i’m going to start appreciating my life. i’m gonna start living. for most my whole life i was just existing but im gonna change that now.

this shouldn’t be just my “current reality” or “original reality”. this should be a reality that i enjoy.

i’m not gonna wait for shifting just to live, i’m going to live now.

UPDATE: i hate this reality nvm

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intention

i feel like if i work on my intention i can shift easily. as a person w depression i always intent to do something but i dont actually do it. example: i say im gonna clean my room, do that, do this but i often end up not having motivation or energy to do it. so i decided before i do anything even small things im gonna intent to do it. so that my subconscious believes me ig lol. i thouht about making my intention stronger before but ive never eally done it. lets go home

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desiredrealityx

11 months ago

if i betray you, i betray myself. if i betray my cr, i betray my family. my family is very dear to me.

shifting: dearer than i?

no… no, not dearer than you.

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desiredrealityx

5 months ago

Saw the anon about the “shifting is a pseudoscience” thing, and I think I agree but more like yeah it is a pseudoscience in the same way that psychology is a pseudoscience, it’s relative, cannot be abided by strict rules or facts because it relays almost entirely in the internalization of the knowledge and how it works best on us might not be how it works best in someone else.

Im a psychologist and I’ve shifted a few times before but only for really short periods of time btw and truly psychology + theology + physics = manifestation and shifting

I thought that was a hater lol, my english isn't that great. now I'm confused but who cares if it's science or pseudoscience does it work? That's all that matters to me

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desiredrealityx

4 months ago

Opening Tumblr when I'm having a breakdown and seeing this :( <3 Let's try again. Actually, let's DO this time.

void state challenge

Hi! I know I stopped posting on Tumblr, but I wanted to post this! I was having a conversation with @gorgeouslypink, and we were reminiscing about 2022 void/loa Tumblr when there were so many success stories because there were a lot challenges and methods, and there was overall just a very motivating and good atmosphere on loa Tumblr! Of course you don’t need a method or challenge, but they definitely are helpful and fun to follow! So for anyone who has been struggling with entering the void, I have a fun and easy challenge for you!

Practice deep breathing. The website linked has 10 different breathing exercises that are helpful for minimizing stress. Pick one that you like and do it until you feel calm and not so affected by your circumstances.

Listen to this audio either once or a few times. It's super helpful to clear your mind and it puts you in an ideal state for meditation. (Credit to @gorgeouslypink for finding the audio) It does have music though, so if that's distracting to you, here is a non-music alternative.

Do this meditation. If you look through the comments, you can see that this meditation has gotten a lot of people into the void state or into very deep/relaxed states!

Once the meditation ends, if you don't find yourself in the void, you should anyways be in a very relaxed state of mind. Remain in the position you are in with your eyes closed, as it is likely that you will fall into SATS, and just affirm for the void from there! Try not to force anything, just let yourself relax and fall into the void state.

Don't ever forget, you are the creator of your world! Now, have fun entering the void and getting your dream life! ♡