Permashifting - Blog Posts

My sibling has wanted to know who would win in a beef between Langa and Cherry

so when I shift, I'll only come back once to tell my sibling who won, and that's that. From then on, I'm out and about

ranting about permashifting🩷🩷🩷

i genuinely feel so guilty for leaving this reality, no matter how much i manifest here or how much of my dream life im living- it isn’t the same as actually shifting.

im the eldest daughter and so with that responsibility i carry, shifting became an escape for me. I started on shiftok like everyone else. Found shifting while looking for smut on tumblr and never went back since. Now I know it’s real, I know I can do it like everyone else.

And that guilt eats at me. Once I permashift, I won’t ever come back here. Maybe i need to make a better cr and call it a day. All i know is, no matter how guilty, im permashifting.

So uh....before anyone gets disappointed,very probably this blog will be deactivated,so no storytime bc I'm not planning on coming back there.

Just to to warn y'all

♡

you're always so real

a quick scroll through twitter never fails to remind me of why i’m a permashifter

and FUCK the ib exams i am shifting tonight and never coming back!!!!!!! oh the joy!!!!!!! the relief!!!!!!! i will be feasting on grapes and nutella pancakes and pasta in my waiting room come next morning ……. so excited .

btw he pulls me on his lap and reads along with me when he’s bored. btw he tickles me on mornings when i don’t want to leave his bed. btw he thinks he’s sooooo smooth and suave but i’ve literally caught him staring at me like he has tunnel vision thousands of times. btw he slips me notes in class after vehemently refusing to sit next to me because i am “distracting”. btw he doesn’t just let me walk away from conversations and always pulls me back by my waistband. btw he scratches my back until i fall asleep. btw he has lovingly caressed a picture of me he keeps so many times it has worn down (he periodically magics it to restore it) . yeah. i miss him 😭🙂‍↕️😌🥲🥲🥲😭💀

i unfortunately will never come back from a shift to tell you guys about it . like once i’m out i’m OUT. getting tf out of here permanently because this reality really isn’t worth it like…………………. i’d much rather being actually FREE and SAFE. i’d much rather be valued as a person and live in a world where the concept of being a man/woman doesn’t exist. i’d much rather live in a world where governments don’t dictate. i’d much rather live in a world where people can do whatever tf they want whenever and wherever they want. yeah that’s all.

i’m getting outta this reality today goodbye 💓💓💓💓💓

just a shifter girl girling on her girly little tumblr account nobody in her life knows about

(except i use notion for my scripts)

Not now baby, mama is making a new script :

Goodbye, I'm going home

i am officially divorced from this reality. paperwork done. lawyers hired. fees paid. went to court. the bitch can have the kids too because i'm not bringing that baggage with me. we're over.

I better shift before I have to leave for college in this reality, I'm not ready for adult life at all lol

Seriously, I am so glad that shifting exists because this reality is so messed up

“you should appreciate this reality more, it might help!”

me: *takes a good hard look at this reality* uhm… no <3

why appreciate the reality where people’s rights are being taken away when i can be in a reality where things like homophobia, racism, ableism, etc. don’t exist? 🤨

A Few Thoughts…

Hey everyone,

I’m currently sitting back pondering on all of my experiences that I was so afraid of. I was so afraid to astral project, I was so afraid to stay in sleep paralysis, and I was just afraid to see what the human brain can truly do. I was afraid for several reasons. The first reason is my fear of the unknown, the demons, and even the angels. I was afraid of letting myself go, being so use to this body. A lot has changed in me since becoming 24. A lot of realizations and truths, things I can no longer deny…

I’ve always been interested in alchemy, spirituality, and overall the understanding of life. As a kid I use to constantly ask my mother about death. Death always sparked an interest at a very young age. I spent the first few years of my life joyful and happy. Even with the high interest in death, I was still a bubbly happy kid w/ lots friends.

As I hit my teen years and life started to get harder to ignore around me, I began to seek other sources of light outside of the religion I was brought up in. I’d like to say my family outside of my granny are “Lukewarm” Christians. My granny is full blown Christian so a lot of things I couldn’t discuss with her. I spent most of my teens years alone starting at 16. My life externally was only getting worst. So I looked for something more but within myself.

I’m starting to realize that all though “Magick” can be external it’s more internal than anything. I remember watching a show called ‘LoveCraft Country’. Everything on that show could reference to something internal inside of you that’s been proven. You see ‘The Void’ and ‘Astral Projection’ I believe is a multiverse within you. TV shows will tell you, that you need a special device. No, you need YOU. The special devices only keep you more attached to the physical. Your body can do and is much more than the physical.

The human brain has been programmed to only work so much, and it takes you to do the un programming. What I mean by that is TV is programming, MUSIC is programming. Everything is programming you to seeking OUTSIDE OF YOURSELF. While also giving you the truth in plain sight in a tricky way. We as people especially shifters have to master the human brain and IT DOES NOT TAKE A LIFETIME. It takes constant dedication, and facing the unknown head on.

In LoveCraft a lovely character by the name of Hippolyta, was an explorer by heart. She spent years dimming her light for her husband; that although she loved dearly didn’t give her the space to explore. In the “I AM” episode she discovered this machine that was a multiverse portal. She accidentally entered the portal and into the COSMOS. (My theory is the COSMOS can be explored ASTRALLY and through THE VOID.) Once she enters into the cosmos she lands on a planet. This planet was pretty robotic, but one robot had a human face.

The portal also looked like “SPLATTERED PAINT” referencing to my experience and have not watching that show in years before caring about ‘Reality Shifting’.

Hippolyta asked her where she was, and to let her go. The Lady told her that she IS NOT TRAPPED HERE. Hippolyta didn’t understand her at first, until their next encounter. The lady asked Hippolyta after constraining her “Name herself, and where she wants to be”. With rage Hippolyta said “I WANT TO BE ON STAGE WITH JOSEPHINE BAKER” and there she went through the cosmos to the stage.

Each time she stated who she was and who she wanted to be SHE BECAME. Anytime you guys get into these states COMMAND what you want, don’t be fearful but CONFIDENT AND SAY WHERE YOU WANT TO GO. NAME YOURSELF, AND GO! Easier said than done right, I know. I’m here to prove to you guys that shifting is merely just the learning of your human brains consciousness. Why do you think we have the ‘Getaway Tapes’. Why do you think we have ‘Astral Projection’. You cannot go anywhere with fear, maybe with small doubt but fear NO.

Fear is another human constraint. Doubt is a human constraint. Stop seeking outside of you, and seek within. With all my power I will learn how to shift, and hope that I find a solution for EVERYONE. I highly suggest watching that show and that episode particularly, I’m going to have to watch it again but I believe it will inspire you shifters.

Always,

𝒮𝐸𝑅𝐸𝒩𝐸