I Still Can Go Back (or At Least To A Better Earth 19 Because I Am NOT Coming Back To The Hell That Is My Country In Some Ways) - Blog Posts

startnewgame-pt2

2 months ago

ranting about permashifting🩷🩷🩷

i genuinely feel so guilty for leaving this reality, no matter how much i manifest here or how much of my dream life im living- it isn’t the same as actually shifting.

im the eldest daughter and so with that responsibility i carry, shifting became an escape for me. I started on shiftok like everyone else. Found shifting while looking for smut on tumblr and never went back since. Now I know it’s real, I know I can do it like everyone else.

And that guilt eats at me. Once I permashift, I won’t ever come back here. Maybe i need to make a better cr and call it a day. All i know is, no matter how guilty, im permashifting.