I Love Shoshanna And Ray (separately And Together Despite Their Problematic Nature) Like I Don’t Know

i’m forever going to want someone to be straight forward with me. if i’m doing too much if im doing too little. if they like me or hate me. i need to be convinced they don’t hate me and it’s such a bad trait bc at the start it’s seen as cute and “oh she’s shy” or like im inexperienced and then it slowly evolves into me being a beg and needing confirmation that what im saying is ok. this is such bull but yeah i just wanted to blab

taylor russell in bones and all (2022) dir. luca guadagnino

🕯️🕯️🕯️i will have a butch boyfriend 🕯️🕯️🕯️

everytime i listen to this song (3 times a day or more) i cry

they’re such a good person and so affirming i acc don’t care that they’re much older than me. like it’s never going to gon anywhere but i feel good and it’s nice talking to them.

do you love me now? ✺*ೃ༄

Chungking Express (1994) dir. Wong Kar-wai

i hate when people are nonchalant even when i give them a way out. like im asking you, if you don’t want to talk, you don’t have to but they don’t take it. they’ll still reply with the most blandest shit and it’s not like i want much i just want to have a convo

i h8 when im way more obsessed w someone than they are with me

uni has been such a weird and alienating experience, granted i’m in my first year and it’s a huge place but it seems like everyone knows eachother and that everything is going smoothly.i went in thinking id make so many friends and feel content with my choices but my mental health has been deteriorating and my doctors (who are male and i swear that has an impact) don’t understand what im trying to say.