Sometimes I think me and you don’t exist
And everything like time and people are an illusion
In order for me to be myself I have to convince myself that the people that are around me and the ones that I talk too aren’t real
Can’t sleep
Just daydreaming about me being a completely different person and spending time with my new imaginary family/friends since I created when I was 16/17 .
It’s kind of fun because I get to be my weird true self without a care of being judged. I can literally explore new and different places in my head.
Yet, depressing bcuz they’re not real people
( my daydream problem started when I was 10 years old in the middle of summer. I don’t know why or how it happened. Ever since then I can’t stop)
Daydreaming everyday from morning till night/ until I fall asleep
Men are so odd, it’s funny 😭
I wonder what goes on inside their heads