Chaotic Evil All The Way, I Try To Use My Chewlry But I Always Forget...

this came to my attention because lately ive been taking more videos of myself and i realized in almost all (if not all) im making really weird noises or saying something from a song/show and i just find it really entertaining cause i don’t even realize its going on

people don’t talk about vocal stimming enough, in my opinion. haha like vocal stimming is the best. i always have to do it alone cause it usually annoys my family, but still i just love to just go and “aaaaaaaaAAAAaaAaAaaAaa” it’s somehow so refreshing

Tfw you're noclipped in the fabrics of reality experiencing multiple versions of yourselves overlapping 24/7 ✓✓

(I don’t know if this is just me or if other neurodivergent people experience this but) growing up I was bullied/shamed for having any interests whatsoever so now I’ve just learned to internalize any impulses to infodump. like I really want to talk about all these really interesting things, but like even thinking about telling another person just feels so wrong? and dirty? I don’t really know if this makes sense, but it’s basically unstoppable force (the need to share my hyperfixations) vs immovable object (paralyzing anxiety)

me: i have alexithymia

person: wow i can’t imagine what that must feel like

me: yeah me neither

Neurodivergent mood ™:

Practising facial expressions in a mirror

I can only think of a few right now but for me it’s:

-meditation definitely

-basking

-hiking/being outside in general

-seeing other reptiles in the wild

-warm days (especially in spring)

im bored so, whats something you do/see/hear/smell that triggers a shift? ill go first :)

for me its

-eating really juicy fruits

-quadrobics (pretty rare for me to shift when doing this though)

-forest noises/wolf howls!

-meditation (still getting the hang of this one)

-and also certain smells like rain :)

me: so being autistic effects every part of me...

allistic: ok

me: it even changes my perception of gender...

allistic: that makes sense

me: i identify as autigender because my experience of gender is intertwined with my autistic experience

allistic: AuTisM IsN’T A GENDer?!!!!

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autigender doesn’t necessarily mean autism is a gender, it is simply a term autistics can use to describe the way their gender and autism interact (hope that helps explain it!)

I just saw your post, if you’re still doing stimboards could you do one for dragonkin?

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dragonkin stimboard!! i had a lot of fun with this one, i really hope you like it ^_^

Hello! I am curious as a phys nonhuman to another, do you have any plans to get permanent or non-permanent body mods?

I plan on getting tattoos of my species, and various tails, muzzles, etc etc. ^__^

Hello! I would like to get some permanent body mods. I also want a tattoo (or maybe several) of my species. I also would like fangs whether they be implants or just costume ones.

Thanks for asking!