Digirat - :OD

me: i have alexithymia

person: wow i can’t imagine what that must feel like

me: yeah me neither

This body's weight sometimes bothers me but not in a eating disorder or appearance way. I get annoyed that this disguise is too heavy to climb smaller trees and thinner branches.

chaotic evil all the way, I try to use my chewlry but I always forget...

Oral stimming, baby! Tag yourself, I'm chaotic evil, true neutral, chaotic good, and occasionally lawful neutral if I'm not paying enough attention (metal tastes Bad, oof)

shoutout to nonhumans whos identities arent realistic, i love you unnatural colors and hybrids.

Definitely!! I get super alert almost to the point of hypervigilance especially if I’m tired but don’t feel safe enough to relax.

Anyone else super jumpy while sleep deprived? Like my mother and her friend are talking and I keep jumping like a scared little bat and I'm confusedd

HELLO EVERYONE!! feel free to send in asks (or just stop in to say hello) I am but a bored creature

You cannot spend your whole life attempting to appeal to people who dislike you. You do not need to make your identity palatable for those who refuse to understand.

There is nothing wrong with believing you are actually an animal. If others say you are crazy or delusional for that, then so be it. Their opinions do not matter.

Just because they want to contort themselves to fit into the ideals of anti-kin doesn't mean the rest of us have to.

And if you think I'm crazy for believing I am "actually" a coyote? Take it up with someone who gives a shit.

╺⃝⃤ Welcome!

My name’s Five! I use any pronouns, but my main ones are it/its.

This is my blog for pretty much anything. I basically just fire my brain into this space and see what happens. Mainly this will be for my nonhuman stuff, mental health, and pets.

FUN FACTS

I’m physically nonhuman. I am a changeling in the form of a snake, a deity/angel, and a wolpertinger.

I have schizoaffective disorder (bipolar), ADHD, and DID.

I’m aroace.

I have three pet rats <3

I’m an adult (19), but this blog is completely sfw, so minors are free to interact.

Zoophiles, pedophiles, homophobes, transphobes, racists, ableists, etc. do not interact.

this came to my attention because lately ive been taking more videos of myself and i realized in almost all (if not all) im making really weird noises or saying something from a song/show and i just find it really entertaining cause i don’t even realize its going on

people don’t talk about vocal stimming enough, in my opinion. haha like vocal stimming is the best. i always have to do it alone cause it usually annoys my family, but still i just love to just go and “aaaaaaaaAAAAaaAaAaaAaa” it’s somehow so refreshing

today’s thoughts : is escapism or just a hyperfixation