The Amount Of Posts I See On Here, Especially About Delusion-related Stuff, That Are Like "I Don't Experience

me: i have alexithymia

person: wow i can’t imagine what that must feel like

me: yeah me neither

I guess I could be considered a shapeshifter since my body changes between different species of snakes. right now (and for the past few days) I’m a California kingsnake. no idea what causes me to change or if I can control it, but it’s a neat quirk of this body.

I’m curious any shapeshifters out there able to control their shifts? were you always able to? how do you do it now?

(me if you even care)

y’all mind if i just... *flaps my hands*

if any mutuals (or anyone really) ever wanna chat, I promise I’m real chill. anons are fine too!I’m kinda awkward, but I’m always up for random conversations.

liking a character but lacking the brainpower to have any real coherent thought or clever analysis of them so your brain just kind of says their name over and over like a teen girl in a cheesy romance writing her crushes name over and over in glittery gel pen surrounded by hearts

Tfw you're noclipped in the fabrics of reality experiencing multiple versions of yourselves overlapping 24/7 ✓✓

reblog this & i will tell you something or assume something about you via asks!

as another fae animal, I think we’re naturally good at mimicking those around us. We mimic their forms and we mimic their behavior even though we are naturally distinct from it. By that I mean that we are at our core different, however we’re good at making it seem like we’re a part of this human society.

I don’t know if what I’m saying makes sense exactly, it’s hard to put into words. But I think what you’re saying is an interesting conversation, and I’d like to hear other changelings’ views.

at times i wonder, was *i* specifically switched in for my human counterpart when i was young because my individual fae character makes it easy for me to mimic my parental figures, or does my fae character make it easy for me to "leach" personality traits off of guardians and mirror them to make them more likely to accept me as a fake fae child?

is it an inherent changeling/fae trait? Seems likely honestly, as the ability to instinctively mirror traits to people when young while knowing they're only performed will make your survival and blending in more likely; and specially as a fae animal and not a human-like fae.

i absolutely love the peace and serentiy i got as soon as i stopped forcing myself to see us as at least fractionally human

it's okay if people consider themselves partly human, i'm only talking about our holotheric therian experience here

Just like, even the disdain we had towards humans eased, because it's no longer a confusion but an accpetance of species difference.

Physical nonhumanity is not inherently bad or unhealthy, whatever that means for oneself.

the urge to get my canines done is growing stronger by the minute.