BUT

fucking insane to me that people can be mean to kids. this thing is four to five shoe boxes tall and youre shouting at it ?? ? what is your damage the mf just got here.

Fan of Cryptids, Supernatural, Paranormal, Aliens, etc.

Hits you with so many bnnuy

Au by @snowthedemonfox shes so cool go look at her aus

I'm disturbed by the amount of content portraying Jax as some sort of sex predator...Cause for one thing, just why, and for another thing, Gooseworx has confirmed that he won't cross some boundaries...So what the fuck...

"Waa why aren't fandoms fun anymore" because you keep policing people's headcanons, make fun of cosplayers,make fun of selfshipers, make fun of beginner artists and just make fun of people for having fun 😐

It's not just the trauma that hurts you...

It's coping with the lingering mental effects of what you went through.

It's living with the physical damage done to you.

It's having to tell new people about someone else's disgusting actions over and over again.

It's feeling their hands, smelling their breath, even when you haven't seen them in 10 years.

It's remembering moments that you'd locked away deep down, and now they're just *there* needing to be processed.

It's wishing you had been protected at the time of the trauma, and never having felt protected since then.

It's not knowing who or where or when is safe, ever again.

It never ends.

YOU BETTER RUN BITCH!!!!!!!

@jaxbutwhocares @jaxdoesntcare @jax-toy @jax-interacts @jaxtherabbitman

Guys my TikTok account got banned. I worked hard on that!

I’m autistic (I don’t know if this has to do with anything).

@weregonnaneedabiggerboat

i avoid writing when i'm high because when i was in AA i had a conversation there with someone else that basically amounted to shitting on drunk/high me's writing ability.

and so now whenever i'm not sober yet feel the drive to write (something i have not felt while sober as readily. it's a rarity), i don't because i think. well anything i write now won't be as good, and it'll be inherently wrong/bad because i'll have written it from the perspective of someone who was high/drunk.

and i. wow. i am just now realizing that is incredibly cruel. it's dehumanizing actually - as if. high/drunk me (hi hello, it was just 4:20pm) is incapable of having a voice that's worthy of being heard? worthy of ever speaking at all? worthy of being remembered?

that's. that's fucking insane. wow. no wonder i guilt myself so much about my substance use. i literally did not guilt myself like this until other people reacted to me/my use in ways that felt shaming.

ah fuck. guilt/shame isn't a "symptom" of addiction. it's a result of how addicted people are treated, and how their relationships begin to decay. a lot of it is stigmatization, ableism, sanism, and not having a society of community care. awesome.