Just Holding Onto This

Yaaaaas 😍

Was she wrong though?

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“Right, you in the white coat, get to work on curing this disease.”

“But I’m not a virologist, I work with animals and study their behaviour.”

“Just do science.”

“But my degree is in——“

“Do. Science.”

February 23 2005 3/23/05

Reminder, consulting the occult is counter productive under most cercumstances.

Demons are no help what soever.

They all want my soul in exchange and i'm petty sure one was going to steel my will and posess my body.

So no horns and demonic wings.

March 15 2005 4/15/05

I haven't had much time to write the past couple weeks.

I've been busy y'know aranging my death and all.

It's strangly cathartic.

Watching my entire life all slowly fade away.

No.

It's not my life.

I get to decide my life from now on.

I need a new name.

True

If wolverine is your favorite X-Man then you probably just like strong male characters.

If wolverine and nightcrawler are your favorite X-Men then you probably like a good "bear x twink" dynamic.

If wolverine, nightcrawler, and beast are your favorite X-Men then you are definitely a furry.

February 26 2005 3/26/05

So.

Some one from the occult contacted me over email.

They offered to help me destroy my eternal soul.

Not kill me mind you.

He was very specific.

This would mean that I would lack a soul.

I would be untouchable to every god and demon.

I would not go to any afterlife.

When I die, that would be it.

Like a dog, or a horse.

In a sense I would be something different from the average human.

I read this to the tune of "rocking around the Christmas tree"

Take that however you will.

Slutting around the library, pretending to read books so everyone thinks I’m smart (I’m not)

“Public libraries are such important, lovely places!” Yes but do you GO there. Do you STUDY there. Do you meet friends and get coffee there. Do you borrow the FREE, ZERO SUBSCRIPTION, ZERO TRACKING books, audiobooks, ebooks, and films. Have you checked out their events and schemes. Do you sign up for the low cost courses in ASL or knitting or programming or writing your CV that they probably run. Do you know they probably have myriad of schemes to help low income families. Do you hire their low cost rooms if you need them. Have you joined their social groups. Do you use the FREE COMPUTERS. Do you even know what your library is trying to offer you. Listen, the library shouldn’t just exist for you as a nice idea. That’s why more libraries shut every year