I was borde so new profile pic
I do not whant to be me, I feel wrong. And people tell me im wrong so the must be right...
It's good to know that my best is never good enough.
Even if I am really trying to get a good result, but I am just to fucking stupid to understand even the simples of problem.
I am just to tierd at this point to even try...
I'm so friking angry!!! I JUST WHANT TO DRAW BUT MY FRICKING BODY IS NOT DOING WHAT I WHAN CUZ I JUST GOT DIZZY FOR NO RESON AT ALL!!!!!!!
I am so ready, Let's goooooooo!!!🎊🎉✨️
LETS GOOOOO! THE NEW TRAILER FOR ARCANE! OOOOOOO!
I just hade a panic attack, because i'm scared of growing up... Just feel like im not ready yet... Idk
okay, I'll just say this once; yes it's cool that I can speak 2 different languages. But it's so hard when you're stressed and your brain decides to think in the language that's not your native language
because I don't know if it's just me that goes;
"okay brain I'm stressed so can you just go back to my native language? Because, and I don't know why, it makes me very annoyed not to hear my native language in my head when I'm already have a lot going on around me?!"
Did any of this make sense? Lol🥴🫠
It feels like the only thing I do is work... no time for anything else, and im tierd so very tierd.
I don't even have time to draw when I whant, and it truly sucks...
Please... im just so very tierd...
I do not even have the energy to work out... something so normal and important and not even that... I have no energy, I feels so overstimulated...
AND on top of that my depression has been kicking my ass, I truly have no idé on how to fix anything anymore...