Working - Blog Posts

It feels like the only thing I do is work... no time for anything else, and im tierd so very tierd.

I don't even have time to draw when I whant, and it truly sucks...

Please... im just so very tierd...

I do not even have the energy to work out... something so normal and important and not even that... I have no energy, I feels so overstimulated...

AND on top of that my depression has been kicking my ass, I truly have no idé on how to fix anything anymore...

Me: yay, i can sleep in today! Cuz im not working today :)

Job:...

Me:...What?

Job:✨️no✨️

Me: aw man... :(

I need to draw my MC sona one day.

I do think mc me and art sona me would not get along however. How Imagine e2Joel & editorJoel get along. Without any kinda smooches going on. Just violence, me thinks.

Also need to draw artistsona so there's that. I want my own pfp. Someday

What I Ate: Working from Home

do you actually like your job or did you just have a good work day for once?

I think I'd do well avoiding predators because I can laze my ass off at work, in the back room on my phone sitting on a cart, but the instant I hear the faintest footstep pass by the door I'm up phone in pocket pretending like I'm busy

Jobs give you money in exchange for your sleep schedule

Yall im alive and working on projects, I swear 💀 sorry it's taking so long for chapter 2

Working on pages for the X-Key webcomic you can read over at highoctanerevolution.com (that’s a mouthful). Gotta love Wacom! 

Working, regardless of industry, can be hard if you're like me. They expect both speed AND accuracy. I can only do one or the other, and it's all or nothing. If I'm accurate and do my job well, I'll be too slow. If I'm quick and can finish in a timely manner, it's all wrong and I might have to start over. But they want BOTH.

Nobody Told Me This shit would suck so much

first job. walmart. sucks. I think i was mildly depressed before and maybe didn’t really notice; now i REALLY feel it. Ive been crying freaking rivers the past few days. especially before and after work. and its so hard to keep it mostly hidden. i felt guilty and useless before for not doing much with my time, but it hasnt really changed. im so tired and fucking upset. its so hard, but they tell me to be happy that im making so much for a place like walmart, i hate it. i never wanted to grow up and suffer, i just wanna feel okay. i wanna run away from all of this, maybe even disappear. this world is so painful. maybe im not cut out for all of this, i just wanna sleep

“Looking for someone more qualified”

How the fuck am  I not qualified enough for Walmart??!!?