to any of my fellow selfshippers who are afraid of their abusers knowing what you're up to or how you are in life now that you're away from them;
your f/o will do anything to keep you safe. they'll do anything they can do protect you from them. they'll reassure you that they can't get to you anymore. and even if they were to find out how you are and how your life is going, they'll be sure to make it loud and clear you're so much better off without them and are happy.
i promise i don't want too much. i want hugs and kisses and i someone who will listen to me at times. i ramble a lot and i don't expect them to care, just occasionally you know? i would appreciate a date, nothing special or expensive, just a little time together. i don't need gifts and i don't want to take away someone's space and time,. i just want to feel like they care, just... a bit you know? and it's okay if they move on and go to find someone else, because i'm a mess and i often can't even explain what's wrong in the first place, but they were there for a bit and i think that's enough.. to feel like someone loved me even once just for a short while that didn't mean anything, will be enough
hey fellow artists - I made a fun drawing prompt list for when I'm feeling creatively stuck & hope it can provide some inspiration for others out there too. 💖
Continuation of Soap using military talk on you, let's change things up a bit
When you use military talk it always makes Soap crack up.
The first time it happens he's playfully chasing you through the appartment. "You little shit! You ate the last one, don't deny it!", he is shouting after you. And when you just giggle he can feel his heart skip a beat.
"Can't prove it Johnny, maybe you ate it and forgot!", you counter. And you can hear the soft thumping of his feet speed up.
You're sqealing in delight as you try to rush around the couch to have a barrier between you and him. Before you can do that, there's fingers on your waist and Soap grabs you. Your body abruptly changes directions, being thrown onto the couch instead of running behind it.
You land with a soft "oof" and Soap immediately holds your wrists down. His cheeks are tinted a lovely shade of pink and he's panting.
You wriggle in a mock attempt to get free and say: "Captain! There's been an ambush!"
He grins: "Yeah? Captain, really?"
You laugh a bit and answer "Captain we got a Situation Alpha over here!"
Your heart soars when he barks out a laugh. "That...", he tries to stop laughing and fails "That's not how it works."
Now you're both breathless with amusement and you get out between huffs of breath: "We need backup! Got a charly foxtrott here! Need an evac right now, or we'll be in a deep code red!"
Soap absolutely wheezes in laughter above you, his entire body shaking and he finaly collapses onto you. His voice mocks you between his bursts of laughter. "In a code red...", he's near hysterical as he throws your words back at you "Got a charley... charley..." He gives up trying to repeat you, rolls off of you and falls to the soft carpet next to the couch with a thud.
You lean over the side still giggling and watch him, as he clutches his ribs while shaking with laughter.
"Ow, ow, ow it hurts.", he wheezes between laughing and your grin grows soft and fond.
Finally he calms down and smiles up at you, both your expressions mirroring the affection of the other.
He crawls up to you again, caging you in between his arms and leaning down until his lips brush yours. "Better rescue you from your dangerous situation then."
The following kiss if full of smiles.
tag your traumatized man comfort character
me when i find a new fandom to obsess over vs me when the characters start tormenting my mind
a long hug from a man with big biceps would cure me
Having a really long-term hyperfixation that has since faded is terrifying yes but it's also so embarrassing. Hi I used to think about Scrimblo Splungus 25/7. Yeah, for 2 years straight. Nah, I don't think about them anymore except for with a vague sense of melancholy as I recall how they used to make me feel. Anyways this new one, Blimpkins McGee? I'm gonna think about them forever and the cycle will NOT repeat in 2 years. Trust me guys.