Wonderlust Episode 17 Spoilers Under Cut!!

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I have an entire scene for my Undertale AU rotting away in my drafts because I haven't touched that part of the story yet. The scene is for the second part and I haven't finished the first one yet. It's so upsetting that I have no motivation to write part 1 because I really like part 1! You get to meet Day (the fallen child) and you get to explore the world through their eyes, and I love Day! They're my precious child!

I guess maybe it's because I get to write one of my favorite lesbian couples being angsty a lot (which is essentially what the completed scene is), but I love part 1 because it's got so much fluff and wholesome scenes in it! Like when Day meets Napstablook, I have a really cute idea of how the scene plays out! I dunno man, it's kinda frustrating lol. And one of my favorite scenes of Day meeting Fennu, Error, and Sin! It's so cute and sweet and I've been planning it out for weeks now! But I've had no motivation to continue and to get Day out of the Ruins (because that's where they are right now). Giwbcjebxigjwifj, I hate this!! Writer's block is a pain in the ass, holy shit

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Literally me with all of my current hyperfixations rn

The purpose of life is to get really into stories that drive you so crazy you sometimes feel the need to throw up from how much you love them

I'm going to be on an emotional rollercoaster this weekend :3

(Btw, this is just me memeing about my emotions, this is a light-hearted joke to make fun of how emotional I am! I will be fine, dw!)

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Let's Talk About My Watcher from the Creators Life Series AU

TW/CW: talk/implications of suicide and self-harm

I've been thinking about my Watcher's lore a lot and I posted this on my Instagram story while I was thinking about it:

Now, I'm not going to spoil much about my Watcher's lore, but I will talk a bit more about this post I made on my story because I love my Watcher's lore so much, you have no idea.

My Watcher's name is L, short for their full name. However, they don't use their full name because it's too femme in their opinion, hence the shortening to just a single letter. They play an important role in the Creators Life Series AU, which I'm working on with my friend Luna. We talked about the Watchers and we decided to make ourselves the Watchers, but have them still be separate entities from ourselves, hence the reason why we look different compared to them.

Now, originally, I didn't want my Watcher to have wings. However, I realized that it wouldn't make sense if all of the other Watchers did have wings, such as our AU's version of Grian, who is a Watcher. So, I took some time to figure out what L's reasons for becoming a Watcher are.

As mentioned, their whole family died in a deadly snowstorm, with them being the only survivor. So, since this was such an impactful event for them, I thought that it would make sense for them to have survivor's guilt, which Wikipedia defines as this:

So, obviously, something as tragic as being the only survivor in a deadly snowstorm will mess with your mind. L ran away from the scene where their family's bodies lay, only to collapse due to the cold and be discovered by 2 Watchers, named Edward and Eleanor, who take them in and basically raise them. Edward and Eleanor haven't been introduced in videos yet, but Luna and I have been making stuff with them behind the scenes.

Now, as you may have seen in my Life Series AU edit dump, L removed their wings, mainly because of said survivor's guilt and many other reasons that will not be revealed here. As such, they could've bled out and died if not for Eleanor and Edward finding them in the state they were in. This unintentionally ended up being a suicide attempt, even if they never meant it to be. Even after being given the task of running the Life Games, they still think about what they had done and how they wished that they ended up dying that day instead of being saved.

That's pretty much it, let me know what you guys think about this if you want! I'm very normal about my AU (that's a lie, I am not)

⚠️ SPOILERS FOR WONDERLUST EPISODE 12 ⚠️

Here are the updated notes, sorry it's so late, I had a busy day today! I will miss Rocket/Troy Jr/Whisper so much, I loved the baby Cerberus sm. Just the image of Runt holding the puppo in her arms is so stinking cute, I will miss the baby.

Wonderlust episode 17 animatic :3

and an extra brainblast drawing yay!!!

Here are my notes on Wonderlust up to episode 9 because episode 10 comes out this Saturday and I'm very much not normal about it

Nevermind, we had a storm in our area that caused a power outage, so the Ren Faire was closed. BUT, I STILL GOT A CROWN, SO I'M HAPPY!! We stopped by the mall to cure our lack of Ren Faire and it was so much fun :3

We're gonna try and go in October, so I'll still get to go to the Ren Faire!

Going to the Ren Faire this weekend, hopefully, I'll get some cool stuff for my A!Aimsey cosplay (specifically a crown and a sword).

If not, I will be sad /hj

:3

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(P.S. If you wanna see my A!Aimsey cosplay, I post my cosplays on TikTok, which is linked in my linktree. I also cosplay OCs and Squiggles and all of my cosplays are closet cosplays, so they're not very good, but I still have fun with it)

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