Hi Can I Ask Pregancy And First Time For Lance?

hi everyone

I got a lot of requests, and I couldn’t write as much as I wanted yesterday, so I’ll close my askbox for some time. as soon as I’m finished with what I got, I’ll open it up again, but I don’t want to make you guys wait so much

also, friendly reminder that I don’t mind getting requests in private messages, but I still prefer it if you sent me an ask, there’s a lower chance that I forget about it that way

“i never wanted all of us to fall apart. i hope it’s not too late for us to come back together” day 1 + 3 + 4 (your MC, favorite relationship, villains)

I wish Josephine had had the chance to overcome her past and make up with her granddaughter

aesthetic for @it-lives-week

First of all: I saw the new Kinktober requests and I wanted to say thank you! It really means a lot ❤️ autumn break starts in the middle of the next week for me, so I’ll be able to write them soon

Second of all (and totally unrelated): how should I write an email to a game company? I want to report a bug, but I’ve never written any formal emails before and idk how to phrase it

Hi, draconess-tania! I know very well that you're the boss, and at the same time, you're not required to accept my two requests, if you want to pick one of two, no problem! Why I did two requests? Let me tell you that... my brain doesn't work very well when it's about MCL/Eldarya ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ There I go: 1) 1, 11 and 12 with Rayan / 2) 1, 11 and 12 with Lance. Good Saturday! O/

I don’t know why, but your ask had this very funny and calming feeling, I love you 🥺❤️ also, don’t worry you will get both! I start with Lance, and you will get Rayan later (sowwy). I have already done 2 of these, I’ll link them

1. cuddling

Lance doesn’t like being all touchy in public, but that doesn’t mean he minds it in private as well

he likes hugging generally, the warmth of another person is an unusual but comforting feeling. he sometimes feels like this is something to be ashamed of, so it used to be Guardian who initiated the hugs and cuddles

after he finds out she actually enjoys these (in the arms of their beloved is a safe heaven for both of them), he’s more “brave” about these, but still in private or when not many people are around

it’s not that he doesn’t want to show off, he just doesn’t want Guardian to get into uncomfortable situations because someone sees the two of them. she reassures Lance that she doesn’t care what others think, but he still prefers to play it safe

also, hugs and cuddles are only an option when his armour is off. Guardian probably told him once that cuddling him in that feels like she’s hugging a rock

11. bathing / showering

12. first time

this is really funny, because there's a show here called "The Teacher" (A tanár), which evolves around a teacher very creative I know. his girfriend / finacée / anything is his colleague, and based on what you said about May's parents, the two of them are a bit similar

we don't know much about her father yet (it's a currently ongoing show), but we do know that she and her mother have a bad relationship since her mother tries to control her life (not in the "you're a dumbass so let me do everything instead of you" kind, she just wants to make lots of decisions instead of her daughter, to help her)

it's also really funny because even though the main character doesn't look like Rayan at all, and their personalities are quite different as well, there are just moments when he reminds me of Rayan hahahhh

it's interesting to see all this stuff about May. does he father know / see / do anything about her bad relationship with her mother? do her parents have a bad relationship as well? (I'm sorry, but I got curious ahahahhh)

Nah, it’s okay kkkkk you guys can 100% be curious about it, I’m totally fine by that, don’t apologize. Most of it I wrote on personal notes that I never share, because I simply don’t think ppl are interested, but if you guys are, I’m totally okay in answering questions/asks about it. 

Her mom and her father actually have a really good marriage, they’re like, partners in business, pleasure and all, and that made both very selfish and eager to keep a certain style of life that unfortunately didn’t work with a baby to carry around all the time. That’s why they left May to be raised in France with her Grandparents. 

But her father does take May’s side when the fights scale enough to drag him into it. However, May’s mother is the type that truly believes that she wants only the best for her daughter’s life (just as hypocritical as that it sounds) and she justifies her behavior to everybody else through this argument, that she’s only trying to be part of her daughter’s life and prevent her from committing mistakes. 

So May’s father finds difficult to make a point and help change her behavior, but more often than not, he’s the one that actually supports and side with May the most from the two of them. However, it’s not like May and her father are super close, because they aren’t. The decision of leaving May and put such distance into their relationship as her parents it’s so much as his as her mother’s. 

But they, as a couple, works well together because both looks younger, successful and well-traveled, sophisticated even. So they have a lot in common and they have a partnership that has nothing to do with anything related to their personal differences with May (as cold hearted as it sounds).  

A good example of that is, when they actually met Rayan, her mother found the age gap unacceptable and the fact that he’s just a university professor equally bad, not what she wanted for her daughter. 

Meanwhile, May’s father actually accepted Rayan and he actually meets with them, when he’s in town to go out and have dinners, or even invite them both to an art exposition and such. 

The only important thing for him is that May is sure about what choices and that she really loves Rayan - he also watched them for a while to be sure. Also, he doesn’t think that he has any right to tell his adult daughter who she should date or not kkkkkk which is in a sense so much better than what her mother does. 

The one that had the whole “if you hurt my daughter ever I will chop down your legs” was actually May’s grandfather that actually LOVES Rayan kkkkkkk he adores Rayan to absurd levels, call him son, text him and all. May’s grandma also absolutely adores Rayan. 

They got introduced to Rayan when he was still May’s teacher and at first, they did get their own reservations and it was a tense conversation first, but they got pass it with time and learning more about him. Nowadays Rayan is part of the family and is like a second son for them. 

my answer will be under the cut as well (I couldn't write that long answer haha), but I do have to clarify in the beginning that I'm not a doctor or something, so this is just what I think I would do in a similar situation

tw: eating disorder

I don't know what your exact "goal" with weight is, at some parts it seemed like you want to lose weight, at some others it seemed like the loss of appetite is worrying you... which can absolutely coexist of course, and here goes what I want to say:

I haven't heard about this Zoloft before, apparently it's an antidepressant. even if losing appetite was listed as a symptom, I don't think it should be ignored (two weeks seems an awful lot for a side effect to last, or at least to me - I haven't had any meds with serious side effects yet). if you can trust your doctor with it (because I know there are some assholes out there with a Dr. before their name...), I think you should tell her about it. maybe you could switch to another kind of antidepressant which doesn't have / has less serious side effects (only if switching to another one doesn't make you uncomfortable, of course)

about the weight loss thing itself, again, I don't know what you want to do about your weight (and you absolutely don't have to share if you don't want to). but, anything you want to do with your weight should be connected to your eating and moving (?). even if you want to lose weight, I'm about 100% sure starving yourself isn't the right way to do it; you don't even necessarily have to eat less. there are many types of diets and special eating methods (?) that you can choose from. yes, it takes time to browse through them all and the one that you think you like might not even be available to you because (bad example): it would require you to eat pineapple every day, but you live in the Arctic; but it's still worth in the end. you don't need to starve yourself, you need food even if you want to lose weight. (also, important note that as much as you shouldn't starve yourself, you shouldn't stuff yourself either. for very different reasons, but I had a short period where I didn't want to eat much, but I tried to notice when I started feeling "enough" and what felt like "too much", and eat an amount somewhere in between these two. no need to eat until you're sick of it)

so yeah, all in all, I think it would be good if you talked with your doctor (maybe even through the phone, if that's okay with both of you - the longer you keep losing weight, the more serious it can become later on), because the side effects you mentioned are kind of worrying to me :c and if you want to lose weight, but differently, it could be helpful to look after some kind of diet (maybe even with the help of a dietetic - if there's one available)

aaaaaaand also again, I'm not a doctor at all, I just tried to imagine myself into your situation and think about what might be helpful, I hope I could help <3

[the two (?)s are because I'm not sure I used the right word, I'm sorry if I didn't make sense :D also, I'll tag this post with your tags as well, so people can avoid it if it triggers them]

ed rant under the cut bc this might trigger ppl and i dont want that :(

i started zoloft two weeks ago, i'm on the lowest dose and most of the side effects have worn off (still getting headaches most days, some dizziness, the fatigue and sleepiness is subsiding which iam v grateful for bc dealing with that on top of chronic fatigue wasn't easy)

but like..... i'm absolutely not hungry. i don't feel the need to eat and i'm content with very small portions. i know loss of appetite and nausea are possible side effects, but i wasn't expecting it to hit this hard dfherh. i dont have much nausea, but mostly i can't eat before noon, all i have is water and coffee, and trying to eat just makes me lowkey nauseous. it's triggering some good ol ed thinking patterns, and i kinda hope i can stay on this medication once i see my doctor again. smh. because i'll keep losing weight. so far i'm down 40 lbs since august 2020, and i want to lose maybe another 15 lbs. i don't have a scale and only get weighted every 3 months, when i get my birth control injection, so that's at least? helping me not spiral too much?

when i saw my doctor in april, my doctor wanted to send me in for a psych eval, because yes i was seeing her for anxiety symptoms, but i also have depression and psychotic symptoms. so there was talk about maybe switching out medications after we have a proper diagnosis, and she talked of seroquel to really target all my symptoms including the psychosis. i'm terrified because weight gain is a side effect, and i really don't want to go back.

i dont know. there's a lot going on in my head and i'm trying my best to eat at least a bit to keep me going, but this whole loss of appetite is really triggering and i'm leaning into it to restrict, even tho i can't do as much being chronically ill now, i become weak very fast if i try to fast :(

that's all rgihrtgi if you've read this thank u, idk if anyone will do anyway. i feel too self conscious about this to properly journal about it. probably will write armin fanfics bc this is how i cope

Oooff writing fantasy can be tricky, or at least for me, but good luck with it!

Someday I'm gonna publish a book.

Dear stranger who was just wandering around the internet and arrived here. My name is Tania and I absolutely love reading books. I made this blog to repost content I find, but occasionally I will also post something original (it would be easier if I knew how to write, draw or edit properly). I am a good listener (or let's say reader) so if you have anything on your mind, feel free to message me! I think that's all for now. To be honest, I don't know how I am supposed to start a tumblr page, but I think I did it well. Have a nice day xoxo

I don't actually know how many people care about my writings (MCL, specifically), that's why I haven't made any kind of "Farewell Post" like I have seen many people do, but I still wanted to clear things in case someone does care

I won't leave the fandom and I definitely won't leave Tumblr / AO3 / Discord. I don't know yet if I will play / write for the new game - as promising as it sounds, I have always preferred fantasy / sci-fi over slice of life stuff - but I won't stop writing for MCL either. I'm at HSL in my main account, and episode 7 of LL in my secondary (without playing HSL or UL), so I still have plenty of gaming left. I have multiple one-shot and headcanon ideas at the moment, not to mention my two fanfictions; I'm nowhere close to leaving this game and fandom behind

I was actually tempted to stop writing for MCL and concentrate on ED and SE, I don't even know if anyone will read what I write (my audience has never been big, and I'm sure it will just be smaller now), but as long as there's even a little demand for MCL related writings, I'll be here

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Happy New Year🎊