Thank You So Much Faaaaaaa

promised, so I'll deliver. it's extremely cursed and I don't make much Sense, but I hope you guys will like it

not me sitting in one place for 5 mins, listening to the car radio and then suddenly being inspired to write a bandit!Castiel & sheriff!Nath story

someone help me get my life together

french version — Armani, une jeune étudiante d’université, décide de vivre dans un nouvel air après quelques évènements drastiques qu’elle a subi, et lorsqu’elle réussit à avoir un travail en tant que jeune fille au pair à Mystery Spell : elle ne pouvait plus faire machine arrière.

english version — Armani, a young university student, decides to live in a new air after some drastic events she has been through, and when she manages to get a job as an au pair at Mystery Spell : she couldn’t turn back.

PLAYLIST ;

danger | migos, marshmello do it like a dude | jessie j morning after dark | timberland ft nelly furtado, soshy sweet dreams | beyoncé true love | p!nk only a fool | galantis x ship wrek x pink sweat$ kiss and make up | dua lipa, blackpink put it down | brandy ft chris brown

genre ; surnatural, romance, action status ; on-going

author note : on the summer break, i said that i would write a fanfiction on “is it love? mystery spell : drogo” and i finally did it !

the story will retrace the game storyline but many things will change as the plot and the whole shebang (if you wanna to have the original game, you can either play or watch the lets play !). there will be two versions : english and french, i will try to post simultaneously ! sorry for the mispelling on the chapters but if they are you can tell me and i will correct it !

anyways, i hope that yall will like and enjoy reading ! peace out !

french version chapitre i ; “soit la bienvenue dans notre famille”

english version chapter i ; “welcome to our family”

bingo!

How much you’re like me? Tick the opions that also relate to you and find out hahahha (really, I’m curious heh)

omgg thank you @momiyi-chan​, @astreia-oniria​, @satansfaery​ and @amrrygae​ for tagging me ❤️

Weird but I accept it

Tagging: @jockallensworld​, @marycecilyy​ and @myfallenangel04​ (sorry if you have done this already)

with the discussion happening on my blog tonight here’s a “are you a main or side character uquiz” that i have yet to take so i think it’d be fun if we all shared our results to each other, let’s find out

day 1 - moving out (Candy x unspecified LI)

Words: 443

TW: the story happens after Candy's husband (I didn't specify who) passes away. there aren't any mentions about how he died; but still read with caution if this subject can upset you

Candy's P. O. V.

"Ma'am, are we free to go, is everything set now?"

I didn't pay attention to the question, still standing in the doorway, sweeping the empty room with my eyes. It was hard to take in the view: my brain filled in the void with the rugs, furnitures, pictures, newspaper on the table, the TV....

"....ma'am?"

I turned towards the young man in front of me; he was working for a professional decluttering company, the very one I called to help me get rid of some of my belongings. My heart ached to let go of certain things, but I couldn't possibly take everything with me to my new flat. The only real love in my life left my side, and I couldn't bear to live alone in the same house that was once filled with his laughter and voice.

I hoped that the organiser would impute me not hearing him to my old age, and nodded. "Yes, everything is on the truck, you can go. Thank you for your help."

He curtly said goodbye, then left, taking his favourite armchair, his desk, his-

The thought of raining on a day like this being cliché flashed through my mind, when I realised that it was my own tear that wetted my face. I thought that I had got over it by now; isn't grief supposed to last for only a few months? That's what all of my friends told me, at least. That it will be better, that I will eventually forget about him, that life will overgrow the pain...

When will it dull?

I walked back to my own car. There was nothing else I could do, the whole house is empty besides few things that the owners-to-be liked and bought. My accidental prediction became true after all; when it was already dark - so dark that the world outside my car's light seemed non-existent - I noticed some drops on the wind-shield. One, two, five, and many, many more. They imitated my tears that started falling once again, and I had to pull over to calm down. There were two images in my mind, never disappearing: one showed the house the way it once was, full of life when the grandchildren visited, being a safe heaven for them; and one showed its present state, the walls ripped from the family photos covering them, the wooden floor naked without the carpets warming them, the dark rooms with all the light taken away from there.

An image of life, and an image of death. A painful reminder of the past, and the truthfully cold present.

And I couldn't decide which one hurt more to see.

"The grief does not go away. It doesn’t go away, life just grows around lit. First, there is nothing but loss. All the time. It breaks up body and soul sharply, without mercy. You have to go crazy, you have to perish in pain. We feel like there's no more. With such an absence, such a large void, it is no longer possible to live. Then life goes on. Time goes on stubbornly. Suddenly the moment will come — it will only become clear later — when it no longer hurts without stopping. Breathing spaces start to take place in the flow of torment that was thought unstoppable. Minutes when you can pay attention to something else. Little islands. Then there will be more and more of these. Suddenly we find that the morning, the boundary between dream and wakefulness is no longer broken by the icy realization that they are no more. Then, sometimes we can smile when we think, "Hm, I remember how funny it was when....!" Memories no longer bring pain, but gratitude that they were here. Over time, there will be new joy, there will be new momentum. There will be plans and new desires. There will be peace and forgiveness, but grief will not diminish, it will not decrease. Life grows around it."

30 day angst writing challenge

im sick of having crushes its time for the tables to turn and ppl to have crushes on me!!!!!

as a little note: I know that I have a few requests sitting in my inbox, but don't worry! I'll write them all eventually, I simply used to be (and kinda still am....) overwhelmed with school + I have this "angst writing challenge" going on right now. but as soon as possible, I'll reply to everyone ^^

hello! could i request something for nevra? maybe numbers 9, 11 and 13? thank you!! 😊

here you go, enjoy ^^ the soft spot / weakness turn out more just soft spot, it’s quite fluffy 🤭 I hope you don’t mind

9. crying

whenever Guardian cries, Nevra just tries to eliminate the source of her crying, sometimes overreacting a bit (“hey, you asshole, you made my girlfriend cry! (ง'̀-'́)ง” “....I just accidentally stepped on her foot”)

of course, this reason sometimes is Nevra himself. that’s usually harder to solve, since he’s proud and he loves Guardian at the same time. in the end, his pride is less important, and he apologises

11. bathing / showering

showering with Nevra is definitely not for the shy people, it often turns into something else if ya catch my drift

he likes to wash Guardian, his hands sometimes wondering around. he just enjoys the feeling of her curves below his hands, her smooth skin againts his

he doesn’t mind if Guardian doesn’t want to wash him, but boy is he glad to get the favour returned. her bold movements calm him down and excite him at the same time, making it hard to focus on just enjoying the feeling

13. soft spot / weakness

from Guardian’s side, her signature pleading-puppy-face is an absolute winner, always letting her get what she wants

also, just. Nevra’s head. scratch it, play with his hair, trace kisses along his jawline.... these all make him melt

he also surprisingly has a soft spot for animals. sometimes Guardian likes to say that he enjoys the company of animals more than actual people

his greatest weakness is his mother hen personality. if anything happened to the people around him, not just Guardian but also Karenn, hell, even Chrome, that would be the end of him

Heyyy can you do 7&12 w Lance pleasee🤍

thank you for your asks! I hope you don't mind that I merged these two

4. first date

I think they both feel a bit awkward in the beginning of the date, though the mood lifts as soon as they start enjoying themselves

as much cliché as it sounds, having a nice dinner isn't actually bad for a first date. the place itself is far away from HQ, down at the beach, where it's just the two of them

the time runs so quickly, the night falls while they are still there. the water is tempting, Lance soon notices the look Guardian throws at the ever returning waves. Guardian doesn't refuse when he proposes to go in the water

the night turns out to be amazing, they spend the rest of it together as well

7. awkward moment

in the beginning of their relationship, Lance feels awkward most of the time they are out together. Guardian tries to reassure him, but some people still look at them - well, him - in a suspicious way and that makes him uncomfortable

also, mentioning Valkyon's name. I don't think I have to elaborate this one more :(

apart from these, he can get pretty flustered in the beginning after he and Guardian start living together. he's used to doing simple things like eating, bathing or just simply relaxing alone, Guardian's presence is unusual in the beginning

12. first time

You are kind, have lots of interesting ideas, and I am glad to mett you here.

.....you do know I will spend the rest of my existence trying to find out who you are, right??

on a more serious note, THANK YOU. I don’t know about the kind part, but I must admit I have many cursed interesting ideas