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Wild West AU (bandit!Castiel & sheriff!Nath)

@naiinaii thank you for enduring my rants about this stupid, stupid hc

Castiel is an orphan, the banker's wife finds him and decides to take him in. he is brought up along the banker's own son, Nathaniel. the two boys are roughly the same age, maybe Nathaniel being a bit older. they grow up together, and while it was never a secret before them that they are not blood brothers, they treated each other as such

when they got older (15~17), Castiel started getting into smaller troubles here and there; not paying the baker, breaking the carriage that was trusted to him, doing all kinds of inappropriate things with the well-mannered little ladies in town

rumour said that he got into bad company one night, and now he joined them. lighting the mayor's house on fire, causing chaos at the carnival, occasionally theft

this caused a divide between Castiel and his adoptive family; while Nathaniel wanted to redeem him, his parents (especially his father) didn't even want to hear his opinion. when he felt like Castiel stepped over a line, he kicked him out without a second thought. Castiel laughed in his face "like I need your help anymore"

for years, the two boys have not met. Castiel continued the journey he started as a young man, while Nathaniel became a town marshal to clean the stain on his family's name. every single day, he'd see his old brother's face on the 'wanted' signs, wondering what went wrong

Castiel didn't stay in one place; he roamed the wild west, along a group of bandits, becoming notorious criminals. he promised himself never to return to the old town he grew up in. he caused a lot of troubles there, sometimes even people he loved (even if he denied it). he will keep himself out of their lives, that's the least he can do

he sees that he must break his promise though when a new line is built near his hometown. trains aren't the easiest to rob, but in case of success, the loot usually makes up for it. he can't betray his associates, but he also fears from returning

they have done it thousands of times. they assign the roles, take their places, and wait for their part to come. Castiel himself got the role of bait; with a smaller part of the takings, he's supposed to flee south, attracting the attention from his companions as they take the majority of the loot. there was one thing he wasn't prepared for though: with the old sheriff stepping down, Nathaniel was elected as the new one

Nathaniel expected Castiel and co. to be interested in the freshly built railway, and he knew what was the right thing to do, he only wasn't sure if he could follow through. hell, he wasn't even sure if he wanted to

picture this: Castiel and Nathaniel, standing a few steps apart from each other, eyes fixated on the other one quite homoerotic if you ask me, but let's move on

"who will I arrest today? friend or foe?" "no one. I know your tricks, you can't catch me" THE FEELINGS

everyone is free to interpret what happens later on, but I'd like to think Nathaniel lets Castiel go (maybe ask him to never return, with aching heart, but knowing this is probably for the best u_u)

I know that someone else already did it and in much better quality, but I wanted to try to do this

I hope you like it <3

I was wondering if anyone could please help me out with something. Okay so I want to put Hana’s outfit on Zoey, but I literally have no idea how to. I don’t have any editing software, so like I may not even be able to do this lol but I still wanna try

Ah, i adore the form of hcs on ur blog. Can we gave 7 and 14 with Lysander? I am still not over him and if they will let me live on his farm I will. Anyway have a good day <3

big mood, anon, big mood 😔 I’m not over my lost LI either. Lysander is actually the one who I always found the most distant, so sorry if these hadcanons suck bahagdsj

7. awkward moment

Lysander can easily lose sense of anything else when he's playing music. Candy likes to watch him meanwhile, but it's a bit embarassing when he notices

he just generally doesn't like if he's being watched. he's used to other people's attention, but Candy is different

I can also imagine them trying new things in bed, but those are actually more funny than awkward when it doesn't work out

14. pregnancy / birth

no matter if the child was planned or not, Lysander's reaction to the news is the same: he's very happy, but also a bit scared

he sometimes asks Rosa and Leigh for tips, what to do and not do during the pregnancy

he really likes to put his head or hand on Candy's belly and feel his child kick. he sometimes even sings to it, Candy's heart always melts when he does

Lys can forget that Candy isn't completely fragile, being too overprotective of her. no running or moving large stuff on his watch!

he’s beside Candy during the birth, calming her down with whispered sweet nothings and small kisses on her hand

First kiss (Candy x Amber)

I really wanted to join in for idolcandy's Dykecember challenge, and even though we're already at the half of the month, it's better late than never! if someone wants to requests a pair for a specific day, my askbox is open ^^

Dykecember day 1: first kiss

Words: 1474

Candy's P. O. V.

My phone buzzed with a new notification.

why didn't you pick up? are you in class?

Ever since Nath left, Amber and I looked after his flat, especially Blanche. She has always been an independent lady, but her master's sudden and long disappearance didn't affect her well. It didn't affect any of us well. Even when she wasn't around, I hung out often in his apartment. I liked the quiet that I couldn't experience in the dorms, and I buried myself in my studies.

I tried to divert my thoughts. I didn't tell Rosa or Alexy what was up, but I'm sure they picked up after some time, as I continuously rejected going out clubbing or shopping with them. Rosa told me that I could talk to her anytime, but knowing her opinion about Nath, I rather kept to myself.

So who was left? Amber and Kim were the only two people who still kept in touch with Nath, but Kim was busy managing the gym. She also didn't know about Nath's ehm... business, and with Amber we didn't even feel it fair to tell her about it.

That left just the two of us, Amber and me. I still couldn't quite comprehend the change she went through. Those piercings eyes that I always found cold and condescending in high school, now they lit up when she saw me, always cheerfully greeting. The delicate fingers that carried out so many pranks on me, now I had the opportunity to watch them drum mindlessly on the tabletop while we're having lunch together. One hand would be enough to keep count of the times she behaved kind towards me, and yet now I found myself spending more and more time with her...

It feels wrong to even think about it, considering that she's my ex-boyfriend's sister, but there's something enchanting about her. When I'm with her, I cannot stop thinking about her plush lips and what it would feel like to have them on mine. When she's away, I'm nervous, waiting for the time we meet again.

How does hate turn to love?

Is it even love? I see who I want to see. I'm imagining a personality for her that maybe she doesn't even have. She has her own life, her own passions, her own problems. Hell, the only thing tying us together - Nath - didn't even use to have a good relationship with her until only recently. If she's not the cruel teenager who made my days sour, then I have no idea who she is beyond her worry and love for Nath.

I used to think we share that, but I'm ashamed to see that my heart is beating for someone else now.

My phone buzzed again.

hello?? anyone there?

The student in the row in front of me turned around to shush me. I guess he had had enough of my phone making noise...

This helped pull me out of my daydreams. Although I did spend much of my free time with studying now, I still couldn't keep track of Mr. Lebard's class. If there was a course for reading lullabies to adults, he could be the perfect professor for it...!

I muted my phone, then finally checked out the new messages. Amber has previously asked me if I was free to help her out sometime, as she's moving in to Nath's apartment. God knows when he's going to use it again, meanwhile Amber's model career isn't going as well as she hoped. To save some money, she decided to give out her flat for rent, and live in Nath's place for some time.

I offered to help her move her stuff, but due to our different timetables it wasn't easy to find an afternoon that suited both of us. I sent her a quick reply:

yes, I'm in class, but it ends in 5. I'll call you after

---

"I already found a tenant. She's moving in on Saturday, so I must leave tomorrow the latest."

"Wow, that was quick. Well, I don’t have any classes left today, so it's totally up to you. If you think you have too much stuff, we can ask someone else for help too. I'm sure Kim would be happy to join in, or maybe Castiel...."

What an idiot! I already forgot how big of a crush she had on him. It was partly the reason she was so hard on me. She misinterpreted my friendship with him as something more, and jealousy is never a good advisor.

Either the static of the phone helped hide the tone of her voice, or she was over him by now, as she replied completely unfazed.

"The two of us should be enough, I don't have that many belongings. See you tomorrow afternoon."

"That's perfect for me, alright. I'll meet you at your place. "

---

She was right, even with just the two of us we finished sooner than I expected. We talked while moving the boxes, to help pass the time. Only lighthearted topics came up, but it wasn’t the kind of small talk that makes even silence comfortable compared to it. I offered to leave once we were done with the actual relocation, to let her unpack alone, but Amber insisted I stay. She put on some music, and fished out a bottle of champagne from one of the cabinets.

"I bought this for Nath on our last birthday, although I know he’s not much of a drinker. It would be a shame if this got spoilt, am I right?"

I laughed a little while shrugging. "Well, I don’t think Nath would be mad…"

Amber unscrewed the bottle, and shook her head.

"You know what, I don’t want to talk about him. He made his own choices, whatever we think about them. I worry for him, and I know you do too, but he’s not a child." She handed me a glass, and took a sip from her own. "I’m sure two young ladies such as us can find a thousand better topics to discuss."

I couldn’t help but laugh, not missing to notice her wink in the meantime. I didn’t know what to add, so I took my glass, thankful for the "alibi" for not speaking.

"Soo… what are you going to do once you graduate? There’s not much time left until the end of your studies if I recall correctly."

"I never actually got this far when I was making plans for my future."

It was Amber’s turn to laugh, though she was more cynical than me.

"I get that, I didn’t plan this ahead either. When I started, I received two photoshoot offers for each one I did. I thought I was one of the few people who are lucky enough to skyrocket their career right from the beginning. Guess I was wrong."

Little by little, I had already finished my glass by then, and I felt a small confidence boost. I sat next to Amber, hugging her shoulders with my arm.

"I’m not speaking from experience of course, but I’m sure it’s normal to have ups and downs. The things we see in movies are romanticized, it’s never easy in real life."

I was so caught up in trying to comfort her that I didn’t even notice when she refilled both of our glasses.

"Yeah, I can second that. It’s never easy in real life…"

Maybe I was imagining things, but I had the impression that she was avoiding my gaze as she spoke.

I tried to recall all occasions we were together like this. Those late night phone talks, those seemingly meaningless strolls in the park, those "study dates" that always ended up being gossip afternoons. I never noticed until now, but sometimes she would mention her feelings of loneliness and being lost. I always thought she was the kind of social, confident, strong woman that they write motivational articles about in the newspaper. But I realised that it wasn’t only me who started spending more and more time with her; I also took up a bigger part of her life now than I did before. And while I wasn’t sure how she felt about this, I certainly knew how I did.

Mostly thanks to the liquid courage that the now three glasses of champagne gave me, I leaned in, half hopeful, half scared of her reaction. Amber didn’t pull away, and after a few seconds even put down her glass to place her hand on my thigh. Our kiss deepened, and I felt a sense of calm wash over me: whatever confusion I was going through in my life with my studies ending, my unknown future incoming, but also the consequences of Nath’s past threatening to reach Amber and me as well, now I knew I wasn’t alone with it.

Dykecember challenge

I don't have many ED writings (and even them are mostly headcanons), but I still thought I'd add my name, in case you find something interesting from me ^^

(also, my requests are open, so if you have specific ideas anon, feel free to shoot me an ask 😉)

Hi Tetra, how are you? I was wondering if you could recommend some good writing about Erika/Lance and Erika/Nevra (I read yours so I'm looking for something new). Thank you!

Sorry anon, I have no idea these days who is writing for Eldarya. I'll put this in the tags so anyone better informed may help.

Also, did you try checking on AO3? I'm sure there are Eldarya fics up there.

now THIS is something I’m definitely gonna be part of

Hey everyone, we are going to do an event. Everyone is welcome to join, so please reblog this message. So many people can enjoy.

soooo as you can see, I'm back to my bs

I still have requests to do, so please don't send me new requests. I don't want to close my askbox, I trust you guys that you understand if I ask this

now I have to go sleep, so good night, sorry I left for some time, thanks for your patience and I'll try to hurry! Tania out ✌️

I love your headnanons! I dont know if you have done any but can you do nsfw headcanons for ANE Nevra? 💜

aw, thank you! and nope, I haven't written anything NSFW for Nevra yet, (and also, I don't think I have written purely NSFW headcanons before..... only one-shots. hmm). anyway, the rest is under the cut, I hope you will like it!

Nevra - NSFW headcanon

as much as he enjoys doing it in the shower (well, he's up to sex on literally any surface), he prefers having it in the bed, since can be the most comfortable there

his preference for position is similar; they often experiment with different things, but the good ole missionary is the best, especially because he can bury his head in Guardian's neck

a lot of times when they have sex, it's more out of anger or jealousy than pure lust. they can get pretty passionate during arguments, and it often takes a sudden turn in the other direction....

Nevra takes clothes off at lightning speed. Guardian flashes a teasing smile, reaches to start pulling up her top, them bam. her clothes are already on the ground, Nevra in front of her, observing his masterwork

he really, and I mean really enjoys watching Guardian, and she soon realises it as well. the usual dynamic between them is Nevra being dominant, but I can imagine Guardian sometimes telling him to just lie in one place (maybe even tying him up?), and undress, then touch herself in front of him

(also, not 100% related, but in a human world!AU, random-company's-CEO Nevra would totally be down to phone sex when he's away for Business Reasons™)

he's most in his element during foreplay; his hands exploring Guardian's body fully, stopping at certain places... pressing lightly on her throat, then wandering lower, towards her abdomen, playing with her nipples then going south again, digging his fingers between her already wet folds...

Nevra doesn't just touch though, he likes to taste what he sees as well, trailing kisses on the path where his hands went. when his mouth reaches her hot core, he switches his fingers with his tongue, not stopping until he makes Guardian come

when the actual fun begins, he's very touchy. his favourite is Guardian's ass, one hand is surely on it, grabbing for most of the time, but he likes to slap it lightly when the position lets him as well

as much as Nevra spoiles her in the beginning, he likes to torture a bit as well when he feels that she's close to her release. slowing his pace down, burying his cock fully inside of her before pulling out; all these make her beg him, which is music for his ears

the only sound that makes him happier than her whimper is her relieved moan when she finally comes. he finishes for himself as well while riding out her orgasm, then just pulls out and they lie there in each others arms, soon letting sleep take over them

Hey, I hope you are doing well and taking care of yourself. Just wanted to tell you that we are missing you, so (no pressure) come back when you will be ready.

ahhh this ask was literally the first thing I saw when I came back after a short break, sorry for only answering now ~_~

(I have to be honest, the thought of not answering at all crossed my mind so I could just see it in my askbox forever, it made me so happy <3 now I must create a tag on my blog for kind things!!! smh)

anyway haha yeah, I'm really sorry for this "wave" of activity - I'm either on the net 24 / 7, or I ignore everyone and everything until the leaves start falling down, there's no in between. I'm trying to be more active and write more! and really, my endless gratitude and love to anyone who cares about me enough to leave a reassuring message like this