Came Up With A New Bit To Amuse The Wife Today. I Call It "transfem Dracula Flow"

i’m finally starting therapy this week though!

i keep just inexplicably feeling like shit late in the evening

there usually isn’t an event or a thought process that happens, i just start feeling like shit

it kinda sucks

who decided to put crunchy things in ice cream

i don’t want crunchy in my milk sludge

Being raised culturally christian protestant atheist is funny, actually. I was never taught that Hell is literally real or that I should believe in it, or that you go there for being gay. I was told that I'm free to do whatever I want with my life, for as long as I'm doing something constructive and working hard to achieve it. Wanting to suck dick isn't a sin, but wanting to do fuck all sure is one.

I never had to cope with some traumatic realisation that homosexuality is an inherent part of who I am that no amount of repression, prayer or conversion therapy could make it go away. I'm just sitting here contemplating the idea that maybe I never have been and never will be a hardworking, career-driven, passionate and ambituous Dedicated To Their Life's Work kind of a person.

I don't believe in Hell but I'm still convinced I'll go there if all I want to do with my life is to stare at walls.

sometimes it's okay to write 200 words. or 100 words. or even just 10. sit down with the thing, give it as much attention as you can, keep the story fresh in your mind. you can still finish it, even if it's just 10 words at a time.

snoot

fuck it it’s 1:30 but i haven’t written anything in like 4 days so i need to do something

i got bored at work and i kept imagining Chamber singing the songs on the speakers so i drew him

Good news: despite being set in 1802-1808, the dialogue system for Return of the Obra Dinn supports three genders!

Bad news: those genders are male, female, and beast.

Silver lining news: as a non-binary furry, I think this fucks severely.

I’ve started working on my first fursuit!

it’s just a base rn but i’m really excited to work on it more!

ok i think this might be the best movie

i have watched 3 minutes of the bad guys and holy fuck

it is so good

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa