You Wonder Why I Feel Unloved You Aren’t Even Responding To My Messages Why The Fuck Are You Making

It hurts less more and more everyday but I am still sad over you kinda. I miss you. Sometimes I want to unblock and go back to you but I know that wouldn’t ever happen and that’s okay.

I’m legitimately going crazy and I feel like I’m out of control. I need friends. I need a life. I need to get better. My borderline and OCD control everything. I can’t go days without wanting to be off the face of the earth. I am legitimately so close to just ending it. I want to be better and I know how to be better but it feels everything that is thrown at me is meant to tear me down and to discourage me and keep me in one place. I can’t stand being like this anymore. I need help. I need a fucking life. I’m safe right now but the thoughts are still there and all it does is keep me in my bed and completely empty inside knowing that it would all be better if I just went away.

I’m going to beat myself until I fuck myself up and piss blood

I really fucking miss you, you know. I fucking hate you. I miss you. I miss you so fucking much. Im so hurt.

I’m so fucking sad. It hasn’t even been a month so it’s expected for me to feel this way. But it’s just so unbearable. I feel so hurt and empty. We took up so much of each others time so of course I miss you. I have to stop getting mad at you or caring about what you’re doing. It’s really fucking me up.

I want you to come back to me but I also wish you were dead. I just want you out of my brain. I dont want to accept that I miss you.

I really fucking miss you

I hate that I was so attached to you. I really fucking loved you and you didn’t even love me that much. I hate you so much but I love you still

I genuinely am such a fucking loser

Why can’t you just fucking suffer for once in your stupid fucking life why do I have to suffer what you’ve done to me why can’t you understand how fucked up you are

RHAT MOMENT WHEN YOUR BEST FRIEND FOR LIFE IS NOW NOT YOUR BEST FRIEND ANYMORE AND WILL VERY SHORTLY MOVE ON WITHOUT YOU IN THEIR LIFE😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

I need friends I need help I just need somebody I am drowning

I want to hide away from everyone forever. I dont want anybody to see me or to look at me anymore

I can’t be a functioning adult im so doomed my future is bleak what ma I going to do