I want to hide away from everyone forever. I dont want anybody to see me or to look at me anymore
I Hope one day we can reunite even if you did hurt me. I miss you.
Everything I love is being taken away from me and revealing itself to all be a false sense of security I don’t think I need to be here anymore
J don’t even like dressing up anymore
Kill me im so fucking done I’m so done i can’t take it anymore
Genuinely nothing helps anymore it really is over for me
It’s so fucking hard being in love with two people at the same time
I’m experiencing the feeling I felt when I found out she looked at other people sexually and lied to me about it
“I’m sorry, my baby, for letting you down on so many occasions”
“I only wished I had more time with you, and that I not wasted so much of the time I did have”
“I hope and pray I see you soon, my baby, like I always do”
I want to relapse over and over and over again I don’t know why I don’t I just want to fucking die
TW FOR EXTREMELY HEAVY VENTING I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH. PERSONAL VENT AND INTRUSIVE THOUGHT DIARY
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