Oh Also Some MCU Fics For This Are Also On The Horizon For Me Lol

I really want to do two different ask blogs for characters from one of the wip fics I'm writing but again anxiety and the only experience I have with running an ask blog is @queer-questions-and-polls

I think i might do it if i do they will probably be added to my pinned post

If I do it I might start interacting but we'll see

name twin 👁️👁️

we must fight to the death become great allies

we shall be unstoppable

I'm sure we will be unstoppable! Don't try it you won't win

Btw I've seen you interacting with the bsd role-play accounts is it fun?

I've been wanting to interact with them but my anxiety is kinda holding me back here lol

So I was supposed to go to school this week but today I had cramps like my organs were being ripped out so... yeah.

And can't go wendusday since it's day 1 of thearpy.

So week off I guess?

Currently reading superboy 1994 :] (and a lot of dc comics are in my reading list)

it's just so. tim and kon have so much going for them in the comics - tim taped wendy while kon was in hypertime, their whole fight on apokolips, batman claiming that tim "speaks highly" of kon, kon having the batcave landline in his contact book not long after he first met tim, robin!kon, the "your voice drops an octave when you get all commander-like" line and the Everything before it, the winick closet moment, they were his colors, and so much more. they have such a rich history and relationship across so many comics!! they genuinely have so much going for them!!!!

and then you try to look at the tag on ao3 or tumblr and it's just full of homophobic stereotypes, shovel talks, and the same 2.5 tired jokes about tim/ber or clone babies, maybe with a bit of clark bashing thrown in for flavor, because no one making these posts has fucking read the comics and they don't even know where the ship came from, but god forbid they get out of the comics tags. jesus fucking wept.

Mine own moth'r shouldst has't nev'r did talk with thee

or did marry thee

or hadst me

neith'r shouldst i has't hath paid thee any mind not aft'r what thee didst

to h'r,

to me.

yet i didst because i desp'rately did want a fath'r.

coequal if 't be true t wast one i didn't seeth thee as much as mine own moth'r.

thee w're nev'r a valorous husband,

a child shouldn't has't to protecteth their moth'r.

at first thee w're a valorous fath'r

most of the timeth.

then as i did turn ten and hitteth othergates'rty

thee hath changed.

to me at least,

to the people who is't very much kneweth thee hadst known these w're thy true colours.

and yet somehow thee kneweth bef're me,

yond i wasn't truly me

yond i wouldn't beest what thee did want

yond i wasn't h'r.

at which hour thee realis'd yond thee becameth creepy and abusive.

because thee did want me to beest a bett'r v'rsion of mine own moth'r

because the lady wast nev'r valorous enow f'r thee.

thee f'rev'r did want me to beest

'your dram house jointress',

'your "daught'r" longing f'r approval

i hath tried making t stand ho by going hence

once because of someone else and thee at which hour i wast only 9,

which thee did encourage.

the lasteth timeth wast 2 years ago because of thee,

thee hadn't known about yond despite t.

then 8 months ago i hadst a breakdown in front of mine own schools consular,

and i toldeth h'r about the two things yond hadst me at mine own breaking pointeth

the lady hadn't coequal hath asked me about yond, the lady wast just trying to receiveth me into an activities group.

yet i toldeth h'r

and finally i wenteth to child protection s'rvices with ev'rything thee didst.

i shouldst has't done t earli'r, but.

i wast desp'rately hanging on to the chance thee'd changeth,

but thee didn't and thee wonneth't.

i knoweth yond anon 'i wouldst nev'r changeth f'r h'r'

t wast hard at first,

aft'r all i hath felt incredibly guilty f'r telling people

f'r finally telling mine own moth'r,

howev'r aft'r h'r reaction i wast just fell,

because the lady wast blaming h'rself f'r what thee didst.

and then i realis'd truly what thee didst to me,

how thee hadst me doth those things to myself

how thee hadst manipulat'd me

how thee hadst groom'd me.

i shall admiteth i am not bett'r and i knoweth not if 't be true i ev'r shall beest.

but.

anon i can beest who is't i am.

and those gents art helping me 'long the way

and hopefully anon th're shall beest m're.

i gage thee i shall beest a bett'r parent then thee ev'r w're at which hour the timeth cometh.

because i am free anon and i shall beest who is't i am,

i shall receiveth though this.

and i shall becometh a bett'r p'rson than thee couldst ev'r tryeth to beest.

this is mine own only true desire f'r the future.

[ 2 months without self half harmeth, 2 years without a sucide attempteth ]

This will eventually be a comic but for now have the Shakespearean version.

Sorry for not posting alot I've been reading fanfics and keeping up with dsmp and mcyt twitter!

I am so scared of looking like my father when I go on T

And it's not because haha I don't want look like my parents it's because Looking like my abuser scares me so much, it's the only reason I'm hesitant about T

Cause rn I'm lucky, I got mabye only two features from him. (Excluding all the health issues he gave me)

I look unbelievably like my mum & my grandfather from her side

Can any fellow trans mascs help me?

Been doing those are you a boy are a girl quizzes...

I am deadass annoyed i keep getting that thing where it's like this:

Like i get one or the other but I'm androgens according to the tests (I'm trans masc btw)

I swear to you, the questions that lead to me getting that female % was questions about emathy and children

So apparently men can't be empathetic or nice to children now.

Well, you've convinced me, so thx

I'll set up one of the accounts and try later today I'll let you know how that goes!

name twin 👁️👁️

we must fight to the death become great allies

we shall be unstoppable

I'm sure we will be unstoppable! Don't try it you won't win

Btw I've seen you interacting with the bsd role-play accounts is it fun?

I've been wanting to interact with them but my anxiety is kinda holding me back here lol

Awesome start! War!

Fanfic idea: character A & Character B sre trapped in a dream/illusion world that is designed to get them together they are unaware of this. They must confess to get out.