Latest Posts by eagans-world - Page 2

Just accidentally did this!

I'm sorry Ao3 but I bookmarked like 63 other bookmarks on my comics only writing account so plz hurry up T^T

ao3 is mad at me (im deleting a bunch of old bookmarked works that dont exist anymore and now my bookmarks page is blank n says 'retry later' at the top)

When your mums having a mental breakdown and you don't know how to help so you start stress cleaning>>>>

Somthing unfortunate happened so time to make a joke about it!

I am now officially Romeo, i can only hope mine & my partners fate will not be as tragic.

Currently working on making one of these!

-Au/cannon divergent fics need that fucking timline, before i write them :[

If someone can link me to like a Batfam timeline that would be stellar. Like it can be new52 or rebirth or whatever but like a solid one that just lists major events - changing of vigilante name, death, revival, lost in the time stream, lost a spleen - ya know normal shit that would be grand.

Some headcannons about Tim Drake-Wayne (a reblog chain?):

The first time Damian hugs tim, he just fucking sobs.

Tim could count the number of times he got any physical affection from his parents on one hand (90% of that was all for the press), and as much as he would love it for affection to be normal in his new family, Dick is the only one forgoing with affection in the bat family.

So obviously Tim ends up touch-starved & seeing physical affection as ultimate trust.

So logically when the brother who hated you & tried to kill you the most out of all your brothers hugs you (which basically translates to 'I love you'), what else are you to do other than ugly sob for hours?

(Might add bat family's reactions to this post later)

Cute <3

2007

This weekend if you're free I'd be happy to, my world <3

Augh I need to kneel at someone's feet with my head on their lap and just sit there and let them pat my hair whilst they're on their phone or something. I'm literally dying I need this

@eagans-world 👀 pleasepleaseplease

Watching ninjago after a workout while I'm supposed to be asleep so I can prepare for my partner coming over tomorrow, is so good for surmising me and idk why.

Just finished my workout lol

(This is day 1, will I keep up with it? Only the gods know)

'Can you please stop rocking and moving so much?'

No, mum I can't.

This thing is making me happy!

I already trained myself out of hand flapping, and this is the result. I've tried to train myself out of it and only made it worse. Please stop asking.

(Im probably nerodevireget but the doctors say it's just anxiety, despite anxiety medications not working. I'm serious I've tried all the ones I'm allowed and they don't work.

My mum's great, but i don't think she understands I can't control it)

I have never ever fully gotten out of any fandom I've ever been in, I'll think it's gone next thing i know I've watched 20 videos about it!

Please, Save me.

What's that?

I only got into this fandom 8 hours ago, i shouldn't be obsessed with it?

Shows what you know about me!

I find a piece of media and than i just use it as my Obsession chew toy for a few months before in lands in my roster of obsession fandoms >:]

I am a rabid animal about this media and will be for a few months, anyone who can't deal with that is weak.

>:]

Rule

Omg i literally watched this for like the thrid time while I was drawing last week.

i love working to the sound of someone else losing their marbles. this is my favorite genre of youtube video

Yes, being misgendered isnt nice but with family idfc anymore like most of the time you get it right and sure it's annoying and might come in my what if they all still think I'm a girl midnight breakdowns but like i dont care as much as if other people misgender me idk.

Also my 3rd grader sister is as pushy about using my pronouns as transphobes thinks we are and I'm glad she cares but omg plz Don't bring that much attention to me. Im not that important. i can deal with mum sliping up, you don't have to start yelling at her.

Lovely ladies by NOAH FINNCE :]

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

I love my gf, she makes me feel so happy whenever I see her that I forget about all my mental problems and trauma <3

My mum Got me a kalimba <33

Vent post (aka part of my dark backstory) lol

Tw: sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, manipulation, self harm, rape, suicide attempts, sucide encouragement/baiting, incest, trans inclusive radical feminist mindset, emotional manipulation, transphobia, fatshaming (Also Anything along those lines)

My step father: he emotionally & verbally abused me. He would also often grope me while I was 9 - 10 years old but the worst didn't happen to me. It happened to my mother and sister but I was still there to witness it all.

I couldn't take it anymore. At 9 years old i made a plan for sucide and failed. So I made another plan in my diray and wrote a sucide note about how everything my step father did was effecting me which my mother found and ended up showing my step father who didn't give two shits. That was what finally got my mum to stand up to him and kick him out.

My bio father: abused me physically (but did it less the older I got) and emotionally abused me. At 6 years old I was raped by my own father, nothing was the same after that. I started gaining weight, I became withdrawn among people my own age and only really talked to adults. I would overeat when stressed and would later get fatshamed for it so much I now struggle to eat twice a day. (My mother was not aware of most of this they had been divorced since I was 2) my father encouraged my sucide attempt and my self harm. I ended up attempting suicide 7 seapreate times. He made sure i felt too guilty to ever tell my mother.

Because of these experiences i distanced myself away from any males, and hyperfemnisted myself. Because masculinity was evil and like all the father figures i ever had, and feminity was my mother, my friends and everyone who made me feel safe.

So unfortunately I ended up down the trans inclusive radical feminist mindset, to specify I included trans women & nonbinary people in radfem mindset but not transmasc people.

I thought trans man were superior to man for their female experiences and feminised them. They were not included in my kill all men mindset and I believed they were nonbinary people in denial. (Which wtf younger me???)

This of course was not good for me. I eventually realised how wrong my mindset was after I had a really caring male English teacher who cared deeply about my well-being, got me a counsellor and helped me heal a lot.

I however made no effort to change this mindset until a few years later. I still have a long way to go towards healing my relationship with masculinity. And i generally sympathise with a fem person quicker than with a masc one still but I'll get there.

'Trans men are not wrong for that at all'

Transphobia check! Type "trans men are" and let your phone finish it for you

Analysis of my currently most used playlist and what the songs mean to me (to be edited later) -from a bi trans prince:

Good luck, babe! (mlm cover)

Self explanation I feel.

18 by Anarbor

Because my gf's family would not enjoy knowing I'm with her <3

Tongues & teeth

Fear of intimacy and love.

Unsweetened lemonade

Idk i just realate to it?

Writing on the wall

The feeling of pressureing yourself to do somthing right.

Gambler by HalaCG

The feeling of An abuser in your life.

Just a man

"But when does a comet become a meteor?

When does a candle become a blaze?

When does a man become a monster?

When does a ripple become a tidal wave?

When does the reason become the blame?

When does a man become a monster?"

Open arms

Remember to relax and open up now and then.

Warrior of the mind

I just like it

Goodbye, my danish sweetheart

How I feel about everyone I left behind.

Only us

I'm sining both parts about my girlfriend <3

Shinunoga E-Wa

The longing for someone when not around them

Rabbit hole

Everthing being about sex & being sexualised

Basics in behaviour

How school feels + the feeling of having way too high expectations put on you

Good for you

To be added...

Hey lover!

To be added...

Lovely ladies

To be added...

Writing on the wall (Alhaitham)

To be added...

Alice of human sacrifice

To be added...

Charlie's inferno

To be added...

The world's greatest actor

To be added...

Pink pony club

To be added...

Must have been the wind

To be added...

Suffering (warrior Penelope au)

To be added...

Language of the lost

To be added...

Going though my emails be like:

Meme redrawn as Nero

Redraw original

When you cringe at your sister constantly but still love and want to support her >>>>>>

I have a head cold :,(

Go right ahead!

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

Honestly this is such a vibe.

(Im sitting in the dark in my lounge room staring out the window into the dark foggy street at 4am after baking a cake)

Not me loving the people around me gendering me as a boy and having over 8 dreams about being a guy, passing well or being cis in the 4 months I've been out as a demiboy/transmasc and still being in denial that I really am-

Dad friend lol

@purpleblobfrompluto

Thanks for the tag @thelastplantagenet 😊💚

1. Do this uquiz.

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

feel free to play if you’d like :)

@buncha-angry-kids-with-no-money @thatoneandlonelyemo2005 @with-the-words-all-wrong