I Feel So Disappointed, Agitated, Why Couldn't I Focus And Get This Done?

I feel so disappointed, agitated, why couldn't I focus and get this done?

I was supposed to be better. Why does it feel like I'm back at step one?

The anxious buzzing swirls around me and doesn't seem to stop

It's like a never ending carousel, it'll keep spinning 'til I drop

-drop all my responsibilities, give up and run away

-away from all those telling me it'll all be okay

Cause it's not okay, I'm not okay. Don't lie and say I will be

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